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[fadingxstars]

God, this is hard. I keep hearing, It's all so unreal. I can't believe it happened. Is there anything I can do?And it seems everyone wants to hug me

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[koshii]

I, too, am breaking.

I never knew him like you... we met online and talked on the phone, but that was enough to make me love him.
He gave endlessly to me, and I tried to give back.
This is all new to me. I only heard about him today, from Whitney. I don't know how he still had this number. It's incredible.
To know that those are the last journal posts... the last IMs... the last phone call... the last joke... it's not sinking in. I can't make myself believe that's it.

I want to offer you the solace I can't yet find for myself. If nothing else, we both held him close to our hearts. He's incredibly happy now, but we must suffer his loss in a stupid barren world that needed his influence.
Blessings to you--may peace come
-Vicki

[fadingxstars]

I'm not sure how you found my journal, but I'm glad you did. Thank you for your words.

we must suffer his loss in a stupid barren world that needed his influence.
You are absolutely correct. This world needed him. Not more people like him, we needed him.

I've been staring at a blinking cursor in this comment box for about five minutes, and I can't seem to figure out what to say. It always is hard to find the words to say at a time like this.
...He always did.

Keep in touch, please, and take care. I hope you, too, find the peace he always tried to help us achieve.

[yesterdays_fate]

We may not have been...on the best of terms for a long time, and...I do wish I could say something to make it all better, but, I know I have a habit of only making things worse when I try to help people come to terms