going job hunting with josh in a bit, wish me luck.
i fucking need it. lol
i need a job hardcore, and money. lol

anyways...shit is kinda fucked.
last nite i was soooo upset and dissappointed in someone...
i actually felt physically ill.
as if i was going to vomit.

people are relatively stupid and uncaring when it comes down to it.

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so....bored outta ma fuckin' skull...good times. haha

i'm going out with my daddy for dinner tonite. should be good.
the only thing is, i let him choose where we are going to eat.
he always chooses swiss chalet but i'm a vegetarian now, so i can't eat the chicken.
i've been really good at being a vegetarian though, and its a lot easier than i thought.

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i forgot some pics

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this weekend was pretty good.
a few good shows, hung out with people.

i'm too excited for SCENE.
way too many bands to name rite now.
maybe later.

( crazy train, become a passenger )

last nite...oh my god. was hilarious.
it was THE FULLBLAST, SECONDS 2 GO, A WILHELM SCREAM and some other band that i don't particularly care to remember the name of.
awesome show. i ended up getting the balls to talk to Nuno, Jon and Trevor of WILHELM SCREAM about last time they were in town and how drunk i was.
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my puppies...when they were puppies.
rudy on the left...jackson on the right.


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things are going alrite i guess.
last nite...totally left me confused.
i just don't understand why SOME of my friends can't be considerate.
as long as they are involved in something it doesn't matter.

after all this shit with my poppa i just needed to be with friends.
only to find out i almost go the shaft, because the car was filled with people who ( Read more... )

my title is what my nana said today at the funeral when she was talking about poppa.
god, i miss him.
i never cried until today, and the tears wouldn't stop once they started.
the church was so full they didn't have enough seating.
the men who worked there said there has never been a funeral with more attendants.

i will be home around 4 pm tomorrow.
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i guess things are getting a bit better. i had to go out today and buy "funeral appropriate" clothing.
wasn't exactly a happy shopping experience.
i also have to take my nose ring out to look presentable.
which pisses me off, why make me change things that make me who i am?
just cuz we will be in front of other people...whatever.

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