things are not ok.

shea and i fought for two hours last night. he always ends our fights the same way. i can't do that anymore. i feel like hell this morning. all i want to do is go back to bed. all i want to do is curl up in a ball.

god DAMNIT.

i hate him and i love him and i hate him and i love him.

i still dont know what to do with my life ( Read more... )

The first time.....how old were you ( Read more... )

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my mother told me once that she has never forgotten where she was when she learned that jfk was assassinated.  she said that every generation has their jfk -- a moment that swept through the lives of millions ( Read more... )

this week has been so long.  i thought senior year was supposed to be easy, but if this first week is any indication, it's actually a bitch ( Read more... )

i decided i wanted to put a few pictures from germany up.  unfortunately, i accidentally left the cd with most of the pics i took at home. i left a quick message for my mom to send it to me, so hopefully it will come soon.  in the mean time, i have a few a good friend of mine took, and a few from my last few days there.


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5 days until the first day of class. 12 weeks after that til the end of my undergraduate career. or atleast until the end of these shitty classes at carnegie mellon. wow. wow. wow. wowie.

things im loving about home ( Read more... )

back at home.

not happy to be at home.

want to go back to germany.

so much to say, and no desire to write it just yet.

poo.