[027]

[fading_raito]

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[Filtered to all Whammy kids, both Ls, Li, the other Light, and all psychics // Unhackable by Others]
I think I'm going mad. Nearly a week now, with the same dream. Repeating, over and over until I wake up. The darkness and the cold never change, never shift, but the voices....

Two. Male. Muffled, must be the door. Has to be a door even

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[watanukichan]

R-raito-kun?

[fading_raito]

Kimihiro-chan. I'm just... I don't know. Confused. Afraid.

[watanukichan]

I know. I can see that (literally).

Are you sure it isn't stress or something? You have a lot of worry around you, too.

Then again, everyone around here does because of the War.

[fading_raito]

I don't know. I've been doing well--okay, perhaps the odd nightmare here or there, but nothing like this.

Worry? Maybe from this whole situation with the dreams... if I could figure all of this out...!

[bk201]

Huh. That's... odd. Hn... Well, if the darkness seems to never change, it possibly means your were blind. So going on that chain of thought, you were blind and paralyzed while people seemed to be talking around you. Possibly not so much as another door, as maybe you were hearing them through... I don't know, unconsciousness maybe?

Either way, I don't know enough of the situation to help out that much. If it's a recurring thing, it might be one of those premonition things. Maybe you should go see one of twenty-or-so diviners in this base to see if they can help ya?

[fading_raito]

...blind and paralyzed...? That's never happened... premonition might be the right idea. Unless I'm forgetting something, and that has happened to me before....

I may have to see one of the psychics. This is really beginning to worry me, Li-san.

[bk201]

Ugh, I was never good at this. Mao was always better at the abstract concepts. It could always not be a premonition and just a metaphysical representation of something that's happening to you in the here and now. Like how dreaming of a butterfly's wings being torn off actually means you're going insane.

Normally I'd say not to, but I think in this case it would be wiser to. Would you like me to get a list for you or something?

And as a relatively random side note; you really don't have to use an honorific on my name. It isn't even my real one. If you want to though, feel free to.

[fading_raito]

Ugh. Maybe that's the point, that I am going mad. At any rate, it's disturbing in the subtle familiarity....

You'd really do that? Sorry if I seem surprised; I'm not terribly used to people doing things for me. In general I'm the one people turn to, but in this case... yeah.

...it's habit. Mother ingrained manners into me early on, and it's difficult to break. But again, thank you, Li.

[a_rei_of_light]

I apologize if my response is found intrusive, and will withdraw.

First...is the confinement and binding physical or emotional? You imply both.

[fading_raito]

No, it's fine. Any help possible....

I'm not entirely sure. I'm almost positive that there's a door between me and someone else, and wherever it is is frigid. But I don't think there's anything actually keeping me from moving. No ropes or cuffs, that is.

[a_rei_of_light]

Then... who are you separated from that you feel hesitant to approach?

You do not need to answer that to me.

[fading_raito]

...I don't know. There's no one back home I'd hesitate to be near, and the people who are dear to me here know it.

I need to think more on this. Thank you. Oh, I didn't catch your name, miss. I'm Yagami Light.

[Screened to Raito]

[sacrificia_l]

Do you want me to stay with you when you sleep?

[Screened to Ryuuzaki]

[fading_raito]

Would you? I think that might help.

[Screened to Raito]

[sacrificia_l]

Alright... I'll be there tonight.

((OOC: Wonder if we should thread this...))

[Screened to Ryuuzaki]

[fading_raito]

Thank you.

[OOC: Hmmmm.... terribly terribly tempting, isn't it?]

[legoboss_n]

Considering the place we are in, that dream could mean anything.

So you have had the same dream repeatedly, yet you had not heard your father's name before. Perhaps you should wait to have more of those dreams; they might gradually provide you with new information.

[fading_raito]

I was honestly afraid someone would suggest that. It may be worth looking into. Would you be interested in helping with interpretation should I come up with anything more?

[legoboss_n]

You can count on me.

((OOC: Near has started trusting Raito a bit after their past meeting (^^) ))