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[fadedglamour]

Life only seems worth writing about when it seems to be going well. Things at the moment are not going well, in fact they are bloody awful with many a tear being shed and frustration being taken out on our nearest and dearest

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[_squire_]

You do not need to be fixed. You are practically perfect in every way. & you cannot run away to Manchester, I will miss you & your gin drinking ways.

[fadedglamour]

The Anthwah is too kind, I don't know what to do, my choices seem to be southern homelessness, southern pride swallowing or northern escapism...

xx

[_squire_]

You should move to the seaside somewhere. If you did move to Manchester it would give me an excuse to try out the Megabus.

[fadedglamour]

Maybe I could move to Blackpool, you could come and visit, and watch bad Liza Minelli tributes.

xx

[millionreasons]

Much sympathy. Remember that Spring is on the way (literally and figuratively) & you're only 24 - still so young (and beautiful - whoever said you've let yourself go should go to specsavers immediately).

on a more practical note, we switched to the phone co-op http://www.thephone.coop/ - it's much cheaper for calls.

[fadedglamour]

Spring is a cheering thought indeed, and thank you for the compliment and the tip. The bill is particulatl horrendous this month because of a lovesick teenager that visited, he needed to speak to his lady friend, normally it is not so bad but everything seems to be caving in at the moment.

xx

[thegothicrose]

I nearly did the same thing... and I didn't... fair enough I'm paying back a large loan... but i'm okay.

If you go back you could get yourself back on your feet and comeback... or you could start (that boring hateful word) budgeting... £485 is really too much... my phone bill's a pain too It's hard but I'm trying to get it lower then £90... I know having a cars great but you may invest in public transport no matter how dire and fucked up the system is...

I don't think you've let yourself go at all. You are undeniably attractive, witty sense of humour... a real gal!

This way you can stay down here and laugh in southern regions with a home.
or do what I did... kip on someone's floor for a month or so save some money and then move somewhere ..

xxxx

[fadedglamour]

I forgot to mention my 14 grand loan....
Budgeting is the order of the day, things will get better, I hope.
Thank you for being so swett Nil.

xx

[theredsky]

Please don't move to Manchester!! We need you, your promoting and dressmaking skills down here!!

Every month I spend more than I earn and promise myself I will make up for it next month, but then next month there is always something else - another thing on the car needs repairing, another bill comes in - it really wears you down. My mum calls it 'running to stand still'.

Hope that things get better for you soon. And you have not let yourself go!! You are as glamourous and beautiful as always, as proved by your recent photoshoot. You will never let yourself go. xxxxx

[fadedglamour]

Running to stand still does sum it up pretty well actually!
Thankyou for kindness when I know not all is well with you at the moment, I still need a Julia-shaped drinking companion when the money gets better...
xx

[theredsky]

That would be ace. I will buy you a drink (or four) anytime!

[crashconvention]

alice, one day, i promise i will take you to dollywood. hang in there, remember, if there were no hard times there could be no good times, nothing to compare to. stay positive, knuckle down, surround yourself with friends and lovers, never be alone for too long.

summer is on its way, i prommise that will help.

all my love
dave xxxX

[fadedglamour]

You are made of kindness. I fear that if I ever visited Dollywood I would end up begging Dolly to take me as her adopted daughter and let me live there forever, but that does not mean you shouldn't still take me.
Being alone does not bother me too much, I am quite used to it but summer calls soothingly, I hope there will be more garden parties for you to soundtrack.

love to you dearheart

xx