I'm sorry, i really should be conjuring up this awesome kick-ass front view concert report.
But I've received devastating news last night when I touched down.
One of my good friend's mother passed away.
It came as a sudden shock for me, as I had no clue (since I was out of town) that she had been hospitalized.
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I want to be skinny.
I want to be thinner, I want to be able to eat whatever I like and not feel bad about it.
I want to be able to wear dresses and pull them off.
I want to be called pretty, maybe.

This is basically a "I don't look good enough." low morale day. T.T

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 *dramatic pause*

My life feels like a Mindsweeper game. 
One wrong move and "BAM!!"; so I calculate my moves, make sure my next step isn't wrong. 
I take a step I feel should be the correct one and again, "BAMMMM!!!!" 
And I'm like adsl;ajlandsaknanksmdasmlmdslandksnakknaknnnnn!!!!!! TO MOVE OR NOT TO MOVE DAMNIT!!!!!

That is my lighthearted view.

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I cannot give up.
Every time I stop to even just go over how difficult this is, it only seems more difficult.

I think being at work helps, I think being with people helps. 
I think being out helps. 
Letting my mind take me away, with the music ringing in my ears, in the confines of my room. 
Deaf to the storm that is brewing outside. 
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Someone tell me again how people who are unable to visualize basics like spacings and sizes are in fields that require them to visualize?

It's like asking a person who doesn't know what a steering wheel is to take part in an F1 race.
Crash and burn scenario.

I am seriously appalled.

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Just one of those days when I feel like slacking off at work. Bwahhhhhh!!! ;____;

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