EMERGENCY

[faded_jaded_fuk]

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate going to family functions. I fucking hate it GODDAMNIT!!!
I gained 10 pounds in 5 days. I weigh 133 pounds. That is the most disgusting, revolting thing I've ever managed to do. GOD!!! KILL ME NOW!!! I don't feel like going anywhere or doing anything. Everyone is going to notice how nasty I am now.

Comments

[cripplecreek]

Take care of yourself.

<3

[faded_jaded_fuk]

Thank you! Yeah, you're right. But you know how it is when you're right in the middle of feeling disgusting- you think it's the end of the world and that the weight is never going to be lost an' all. That's how I felt when I wrote that I suppose. And you're right: I've already lost 5 pounds. What happened? Well I went to my family reunion in Starkville, MS, where everything revolves around food. My Gramma cooks like HELLA yummy stuff and if I hadn't eaten a gigantuous amount then everyone would have noticed. I just don't feel right puking over there. It's like a sacred house or something, and plus there were constantly people surrounding me so it would have been very, VERY obvious. Anyways, that's that. It's over now, thank god.

[holly0golightly]

Hey Hey! How is everything? I'm in GS and working and Coconut Willies now so not eating very much, which is good. Sorry about the family reunion, man I hate them so at least you had fun? Anyway hope all is well. Talk to you later. xoxo