*Yawn* 8:30 in the AM. Sleepy ( Read more... )

Lately I have been asking myself why I put up with someone else's shortcomings and faults...but it wasn't until recently that I truly discovered it's because that someone puts up with all of mine. Charlie and I fight...I'm not going to even try to deny that. And everytime we did, I put all the blame on him...I told myself that he was in the wrong ( Read more... )

Sleep ( Read more... )

I'm becoming increasingly aware of the crippling power that lasagna holds over me ( Read more... )

FUCK ( Read more... )

The "certain ex" mentioned in the previous entry is NOT Jesse ( Read more... )

Well. It's fun to see that even when I'm miles away from New Kent, I'm still blamed (at least it's hinted that I'm the one to blame) for other people's drama in good old NK. Hmm. I don't get it personally. But hey. I guess when ( Read more... )

I found an old journal of Charlie's today. I told myself I wasn't going to read it. But I gave in to temptation and did. And now I wish I hadn't. There isn't anything too horribly bad in there, just that his feelings towards his ex are definitely different from what he told me he felt. He told me she really didn't mean anything to him...his journal ( Read more... )

I've realized a lot about myself in the past few weeks. I think I will never stop learning about myself, I'm kind of an enigma. I don't see how anyone else will ever understand me if I can't understand myself ( Read more... )

It's pretty sad when the only thing I have to do at 9:30 in the AM is update this stupid thing. I need a life ( Read more... )