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[fabiola_maria]

My grandpa died this Monday.

It's my first big death experience and I just don't know. I haven't cried enough, I've made myself not to. During his funeral I simply kept avoiding people, especially the ones crying; I had my arms crossed, teeth clenched, not letting anything escape me.
At first I felt nothing, and I felt nothing about feeling

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[lolitaraine]

I'm sorry to hear that. *hugs* I know it sucks right now, but time does heal all wounds.

[fabiola_maria]

Thanks :)

[always_tete]

I wish I'd seen this sooner, since I was just talking to you about ten minutes ago. Dunno if you would've wanted to talk about it, though, so maybe it was best.

Lo siento much, Fabi. Estas situaciones siempre son dificiles, y entiendo (al menos poquito) como te sientes. It's a surreal sort of thing.
I could sit here and type all sorts of nice things that I would hope are comforting. But in all honesty, I know nothing can make this better. You kinda have to heal by yourself, over time.
Te qiero mucho, Fabsi. Espero que estes bien. And I'm around for whatever you need me.

[fabiola_maria]

It's okay, Tete.
I'm sorry I didn't tell you personally. No sé, tenía mucho ánimo para discutirlo... Ninguno de mis amigos sabe, no le he dicho a nadie todavía.
I feel much better now, though. I think I can talk about it.
Thank you. Yo también te quiero.

P.S. I love that you call me Fabsi. It makes me smile =)

[fabiola_maria]

Thanks, Dom.
I did cry a bit the other night, and I felt much relieved. I think that was the last of it, too. I'm okay now :)

oh... I'm so sorry fajbi...

[nikkivendetta]

I really had no idea this had happened. It must have been horrible for you. I'm sorry. I hope you feel better, I beleive you do. Talk to me about anything that's on your mind. I hope you is all okay now. I love you fajbi!! :'(