Waiting for your call
I'm sick
call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
I'm listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat
Just like when we would meet

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonightStripped ( Read more... )

I suppose i was fine up until today. When the "what if he doesn't love you's?" and the "why hasn;t he called's?" came up. They were (are) stupid and pointless, and i know it is completely seperation anxiety....but they scare me

jason is gone

:(
my heart hurts soooooo much

He's here :)

yeah dear all you fuckers ( Read more... )

basically i love that jason will be here tomorrow and i won't feel alone anymore :)
less than 24 hours.
but my parents want to come with me to pick him up
and i don;t want that

mom toke 35 dollars from me that she said i could spend
so now i'm fucked tehre too
110$ for nine days
i have them
i want them to justgo the fuck away

Jason JASON JASON JASON JASON
is coming in THREE days
OH MY FUCKING GOD
i've never been so on edge about anything
i don;t look right
i feel awkward
but....
i'm still happier than ever too.
I am snapping really easily at people which is
no bueno(sp?) but whatever
I love him and i am very excited

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