today just kinda sucked...it got better though

[eyemheavensent]

Well see the first thing I did this morning was go take the SAT. No i have no idea how i did, I cried during it though because very suddenly i realized i'm too stupid to be dating Jason shore and that I cannot possibly compare to all the girls he's around every day, like Cory and Meredith who are both very pretty and completely brillant. ugh

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[heaven_nureyes]

im sorry i didnt realize the circumstances with your medication. all i got from jason when you had a beep was that you said it was okay then you didnt and now you were mad and that made me angry. i just get really defensive if one of my friends is upset or angry. and normally im never like that but if i feel one of my friends is hurt i gotta step in and jason was upset and we were all having fun and i wanted him to come enjoy it with us. we were playing tag at mt trashmore. im sorry too i gotta watch my temper. i just cant stand to see my friends upset. if the medicine has that side effect shouldnt you not take it anymore? but im scared to be alone too, like in the dark. except i have precious and i taught her how to sick things so ive got it covered now. you guys should get a dobberman too they are amazing. alrighty im on a tangent now im going to watch .... BLUE PLANET!!!!! no one wanted to watch it with me last night :( its a discovery channel documentary

[eyemheavensent]

aw i'm sorry I'd have watched it with you ♥
yeah i shoudl stop taking it, it's just things happen when i'm not too, basically i need to go back to the doctor and have a talk. but it's okay i completely understand. I'm sure it looked liek i was being really terrible.

[vardaofstars]

first of all, you must know that jason probably thinks i am the dumbest person ever. when compared with all of my friends, i am probably the stupidest. and i am not prettier than you or anyone.

secondly, i am sorry that this happened. i do hope you feel better and that everything works out. just know that most of those people are amazing and that they will forgive you easily.

[eyemheavensent]

aw no he doesn't! your amazing!

they are amazing and doan and anthony and dani did..so everything is good
:) thanks

[scotstormdancer]

hey girlie, if it makes you feell any better, I feel like a dumbass sometimes next to brian because of his smart friends.
Also, I know exactly how you feel, when you need them, they should be there for you, he couldve been, he was out with friends, now if he was in school. thats different...
you can talk to me chica, hope you feel better!