how

[eyelinerprince]

my dad just yelled at me, you are a rude brat.

i feel only pain in small packages, lusting over perfection.
Why am i so mad? [rock paper scissor...shoot!}
i am so cold towards him sometimes, like i dont even care.
now i hear whispers of my dad's friend saying how she loves me, i've loved him since the moment he was born&i feel like i have deceived

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[fingertiptouch]

*hugs*

(you will never fail, perfect boy, it's written across billboards)

xxx

[emeraldphoenix]

so sorry baby.

and remember you are never friendless while I'm alive. Eternal flames, always xxxxx

muse

[not_waving]

aw hunny *hugs*
don't feel like that...read my new entry...might make you smile (a bit, at least)...
i'll try calling you tonite...but i need to get some sleep. SOME. I keep falling asleep in exams.

Breathe deeply

[ex_rocamado]

I used to feel like that...and lots of things getting smashed against the walls, the floor....
Lots of yelling and lots of misplaced hatred, plenty of in-communication, too.
Parents....Oh, how I understand you....but I can tell you from my own life that people, like feelings, like thoughts, finally find their right place in our lives. You're too sensitive, it's gonna be easier for you than it was for me.
And I was forgetting....A BEAUTIFUL ARTIST LIKE YOU IS NEVER ALONE.
I wish we could meet, but distance.
Anyway, xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
*Lola*