So, it's been this torrid, ten-year, slightly obsessive romance. It has required enormous amounts of my energy to start a relationship from nothing: woo the other, learn their ways, keep the interest going, make it work. I wouldn't say it's a break-up, precisely, but I'm realising, more and more, that the relationship is not healthy: I'm feeling
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I don't think the SCA will throw things. If it has any sense at all, it will cry, wish you well, and hope you come back sometime as a friend.
Bubbling Chocolate Tar-pit Death
Now I want that for breakfast...
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i struggled to keep all the balls in the air for a few months, but eventually I had to accept I couldn't do it all--and, in fact, I couldn't do some of it at all. After a locally run Kingdom event, we went out to dinner with friends who tried to convince me to hold a (admittedly small, but still) Kingdom office.
The next day, I told Ken I had to step back from the SCA entirely. I was unable to do it "just a little bit," I was unable to be happy going to an event and not being a part of the event, not helping out, not volunteering for something (not volunteering for bigger and bigger somethings ( ... )
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This new job is making me realise how much of a control freak I actually am, which is really the problem with my whole disfunctional relationship with the SCA. Memo to self, aspect of self Need Work, I really fondly imagined I'd learned to delegate...
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If we're not to see you though SCA stuff, then we'll need to construct occasions when we *do* see you.
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Also, where can I get some Bubbling Chocolate Tar-Pit Death?
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