Air

Jun 14, 2006 02:21

Why do I feel antsy all the time? Like something's not right. It's like when your sick of sitting around but you don't want to do anything. I'm constantly frustrated and I have no idea why. And when I think I've got it, it slips from my between my fingers, as if I were combing air, reaching for something invisible ( Read more... )

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blueseagoddess June 14 2006, 18:10:22 UTC
You don't smell, and you don't repel. You're beautiful, Audri.

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obijohn June 15 2006, 05:24:36 UTC
It's rather amusing to step back and look at all the things we tell ourselves.

Admitedly, it's easy to blame society, appearance, and multitudes of other factors beyond our control. Imagined competition from some ethnicity or body type has always amused me. i.e. "All the guys want these asian girls."

Though perhaps society is to blame. We all have ideas for what we want, what we think we should have, and even when we should have it. The reason could be as simple as it hasn't happend yet because your not ready for it to. And by that I mean you have overlooked a few "oppertunities". I could point a few out, but you'd probably just laugh at the names i'd drop.

I could very well be talking out my ass here, but its a subject that has been on my mind alot in recent months.

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exquisitcarnage June 15 2006, 06:30:47 UTC
??? Names you could drop? Well this seems out of nowhere. Please, do tell. We do, after all, live in the same room.

I have often thought about that. That I may not be ready, and even that I may subconciously be pushing people alway. But right now, I feel ready dammit.

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blondehorizons June 15 2006, 19:40:39 UTC
But dude, they DO all want the asian chicks!

(hehe.)

I wonder if I know any of these opportunities you mention. Curious, curious.

The sub-conscious certainly works against us all at times...

I should come over some night and butt into your evening, just like I'm butting into this livejournal comment-conversation.

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dreamstigmata June 18 2006, 07:03:33 UTC
i'm so confused, that everyone still uses their lj except me. man, i need to get back into this shit.

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