yeah so this one is mine. it's called wednesday. and, i like it, so f--- you if you think it's shite. well it's my shite, ok? in any event ( Read more... )

i have my calc II midterm tonight at 6:30. that class makes me feel stupid. but then sometimes i'll start to get it, and then i'll be lost again. it's basically going to be the hardest test i've ever taken. of course, it wont hold that record for too long.

i'm eating frosted animal crackers and drinking orange soda.

i know it has been a long time since i've written anything here, and i have no unrealistic ideas about how many people read this. i'm saying what i have to say partially for me, and also for anyone who stumbles accross this so that possibly they can have an understanding of what i feel or what dreams may come ( Read more... )

so i'm quite sure that i'm crazy. well, either my my mind has ceased to work or i have stopped using my mind. maybe it's a phase, and tonight i'll fall asleep back in my previous state of mind, or tomorrow i'll wake up in my previous state of mind.

yeah that's what they told me. then they gave me a shot and went to work with the drill.

my computer sucks.

see, i'll prove it to you. despite the fun i had today, i still feel its loss and wonder what i could have done or what could have happened to make it better. tick, tick, tick, tick......

today was a good day. good food, and excelent company. hard to believe i move to ann arbor in 11 days. what's funny, is that i don't think anyone will ever read this. i can say anything about myself. anything at all. like, this one time, in the locker room....

this is my first entry. so i guess it doesn't qualify as an "update" does it. i'm going to bed.