[Audio] Whole Post Locked from Amanda + Simone.

[expectremorse]

I need a hobby that does not require me to leave my room, isn't perverse, and isn't-[twitch] going out..

[Hoffman does not sound like he's slept. At all. He's mumbling.]

I can't do it. I can't fucking do it. I don't understand. Out of anyone she's here. I'm-

[And then he realizes the audio is still on]

FUCK[Then Quiet. Then A low slamming

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Spam

[19centconstable]

[There's a gentle knock on the door. Even George's knuckles sound concerned.]

Detective?

Re: Spam

[19centconstable]

[George just gazes back balefully.]

Why not?

Re: Spam

[expectremorse]

Fuck you that's why!

[Hoffman stands again and paces away.]

Fuck I need a drink.

Re: Spam

[19centconstable]

That isn't an answer, Detective.

Re: Spam

[expectremorse]

[Hoffman turns]

...I liked her.

[oh god. All of the problems] I liked her. And I hurt her. I didn't like her as a person, I liked her physically. Seeing her ...reminded me of that.

Re: Spam

[19centconstable]

[George grimaces slightly.]

I don't believe you ought to tell her that bit.

Re: Spam

[expectremorse]

[Hoffman looks ashamed for a moment]

...I'm so ashamed.

[He slumped forward] I'm ashamed. That's shame. This is shame. I'm feeling emotions and I just...What the fuck do I do?

...Amanda's gonna say something. Amanda's going to fucking say something.

Re: Spam

[19centconstable]

What do you suspect she might say?

Re: Spam

[expectremorse]

...Hey the guy who tried to kill you is on the boat. You ought to be wary of him.

Re: Spam

[19centconstable]

That doesn't sound so bad to me.

Re: Spam

[expectremorse]

[he whirls] I'm not that man anymore!

It's one up on me, again. She always gets one up on me! Everyone's going to see what I did! What Jigsaw was, but what I did. Amanda will be the...the...

[Everyone had seen what Amanda did] I'm not that man anymore. That's not me!

Re: Spam

[19centconstable]

[George holds up his hands.]

I do know, I'm only saying: if that's the worst she might say, it doesn't really seem like something to worry about.

Re: Spam

[expectremorse]

I'm not going after Amanda. Or Simone.

[Simone. Jesus. That woman in his arms and...He shakes his head]

I'm not going after anyone.

I don't know what to fucking do.

Re: Spam

[19centconstable]

I hadn't thought you would, but I'm pleased to hear you say so. The only thing you really can do is apologize sincerely. In your own time, of course. And, of course, she may never accept it.

Re: Spam

[expectremorse]

[he looks flushed, pleased.]

...I kind of figured. [He lowers his head] ...She's-

[shit]

I don't know what to do.

Re: Spam

[19centconstable]

I've...just said...