heyy everyone..omg, what a day. It all stared off when I got to school, everyone one was cuming up to me, making a huge deal that i made out with paul...((like i never have...?)) but then it got worst. It was ok during the day, but towards the end of the day things got soo out of hand. Ok, first people were gettin into me and pauls buiesness, and ( Read more... )

heyy everyone...this weekend was soo fun; ((even tho I didnt see paul!)) but, I went to the inferno with rachael, heather, tiffany, and ashley. and it was really fun. and Im soo proud of myself!, I didnt dance with one guy! I promised everyone that if I went, I wouldnt dance with one guy, and I didnt. Im soo happy....lol. The worst part of that ( Read more... )

Hey everyone...juss sitting in ms wises 6 hr, boared, and had some free time so i decided to come on and update my journal, omg, paul wasnt in school again, i cant belive this! im taking it soo much better than i thought i would. I havnt seen him since tuesday, and I probley wont see him till monday, if he comes to school...? but o well...g2g luv ( Read more... )

Omg...today was one of the worst days I have had in a while...all becuase paul wasnt in school. I had nothing to look forword to every hr. I was soo lousy..lol. I was soo pissed because after school, I had no one to hug, kiss me, and say I love yoo, except my friedns...but they didnt kiss me...lol. Omg, sammi, ((Get your freak on..)) lmfao!!!!!~ ( Read more... )

omg...wow...what a day. Lol...I was soo hyper today! But the best parts of today were seeing paul! The best, best part of the day was at the end when I could spend like a whole 10 min with him! omg, the best 10 Ill have in mii life. Omfg, I wish yoo guys could only see..I love paul more than melisa loves josh...I love paul more than alban loves ( Read more... )

Omg, Today is the only day where people can say how much they love sum 1, and not have there friends get annoyed...lmao. But Im soOoOo happy i got to spend it with ((~!*-Paul-*!~)) -Yay- lol/ ((Melisa, omg, yoo have no idea how much i feel your pain, I might not of known derek as much as yoo, or loved him as much as yoo did, but what a ass to ( Read more... )

hey everyone..not too much went on today...Juss went to the mall with Tiffany and heather, it was fun. I got the cutest white pants, and there adorable! I also got a cute shirt, and perfume called.."unsatisfied..." omg, it smells soo good! ..lol ( Read more... )

Today Im probley going to the mall with heather and tiffany, cause I wanna go shopping today, I have been "locked up.." in my house and board as hell, I have been online for the past day and 6 min waiting to talk to paul, and I have only talked to him about 10 min of the day i have been on////:-( ne wayzz...Im a lil beta then I was last night, it ( Read more... )

eveything is still kinda the same,...I talked to him [[finally.]] and im a little betta, [[thanx sooo much john...]] I dont kno how much happier I am then i was, but i defanetly kno im happier, i juss needed to tell him that i loved him, and talk to him, and for him to tell me that everything was ok, and that everything will be ok, no matter what ( Read more... )

Omg, I feel like my life is over, yea, Im still goin out with paul, but I feel like we don;t love each other the same way, I don't kno how to tell him, or what to say without tryin to sound stupid. I love him more than life itself, more than any other guy I have gone out with before, and to say I barley kno paul, I feel like i have known him ( Read more... )