Stuck, where?

[exophase]

I thought about doing something tonight that I was sure I wouldn't ever do, post in add_me. It's because I had this vague sense that there might be someone who is waiting for me to post.. the same way I am waiting for that person. Just one person, no one else.. sometimes I'd prefer no one else existed for me but that person. Who doesn't exist

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[hearts_of_hope]

Of course I'm reading. I really should be doing something, but I'm here instead.

I used to wish to be a part of one person's life too, for a long long time.
My life hasn't always been how it is right now. It was such a shock.

I might comment more later, but right now I want to write a quick entry.

[exophase]

I never wished it.. until someone begged me to be a part of her life, then quickly discarded me. It was such a long time ago, but it really has dramatically changed the course of my life. I think it has pushed me to make decisions regarding other people that I never would have made, which has caused everything to compound several times over. And here I am now.

I know things are new for you too. And I don't want to make you feel like I wish you were worse off. I really hope everything remains like this for you, I'd feel hurt otherwise.