#161 | Frozen Happiness | KaiSoo
Prompt #: 161
Title: Frozen Happiness
Pairing/Main characters: Kaisoo/Kadi
Rating: PG13
Word Count: 5.8k
Warning(s): Mpreg
Summary: Kim Jongin slowly found his way back to search for the true meaning of happiness.
Author's Note: This story was hugely inspired by Ed Sheeran - Photograph. Was reading this prompt while hearing that song and I knew I have to write it. Therefore, I asked lovelies here to listen at Ed Sheeran - Photograph on repeat while reading the story. Thank you to prompt owner. Thank you for the beautiful prompt. I hope it meet your expectation. And ohh I just loves calling Kyungsoo as mummy :’)
English is not my first language. I’m sorry for any grammar mistakes. Asking for your kind understanding
Stay tuned on Asianfanfics for more on “Behind the Scenes” story of their life when Jongin still a musician as more truth uncovered *lmao, as dramatic as it sound* and also their journey of love.
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Loving can hurt, loving can hurt sometimes
But it’s the only thing that I know
When it gets hard
And you know it can get hard sometimes
It is the only thing that makes us feels alive
Jongin smiles as he saw his phone lights up, he knew who the one calling him without having to see the screen. The ringtone was especially for them, it is “Eternal Love by MLTR”.
“Yes love?”
“DADDDYYYYYYYYY!!”
“Hy baby. What’s up? Where is mummy? Do you take good care of mummy?”
“Yes!! Hunhun big boy now!” Jongin heard a giggles from his spouse making him grinned. Sehun used Hunhun went he wanted something.
“Isn’t it supposed to be your bed time now big boy?”
“Daddy.. Mummy told Hunhun daddy no back home tonight. Is it true? Daddy no kiss me to sleep again today? Hunhun want to make sure. Sehun know mummy is lying,” Jongin heard a sighed from his spouse making him let a huge sighed too. He felt bad for his son. He was at the age that needed more attention from his parents but Jongin couldn’t give him any this past few months.
“I’m sorry big boy. Mummy is true. Daddy couldn’t go back home tonight,” his heart break when he heard a small sobs coming from his baby.
“ww...why da *hiccup* daddy? You *hiccup* hate me? Did Sehun do something wrong? Sehun is sorry. I miss you daddy,” Jongin gasped as Sehun cried even louder while Kyungsoo went to hug their baby comforting him. He turned his phone loud speaker as Sehun buried his face in his neck. “No baby! You don't do anything wrong. Daddy loves you,” he convinced Sehun.
“Sehun! Why do you think liked that! Daddy loves you, always.. Daddy will never hate you. You’re the happiness for us. Even if you do something wrong daddy will never hate you my big boy.”
“See, you heard that. Daddy would never hate you Hunhun,” Kyungsoo pulled Sehun’s face out of his neck cupping the cute chubby cheek wiping his tears out.
“Okay daddy. Hunnie believes you.”
“You have to believe me Sehun. Daddy really loves you. More than mummy,” which he earned a scoffed coming from his spouse. He doesn't mean to say that but if it making his son feels better than he has too. He sure Kyungsoo understand him.
“YAYYY!! LOOK MUMMMY!! DADDY LOVES ME MORE!”
“Yes baby I heard it! Now mummy is jealous,” and they giggle.
“Daddy why you no no come home tonight?”
“Sorry big boy, daddy is working.. And daddy not sure when will daddy goes home. Daddy will try to return as soon as possible okay?”
“o.. okay,” he heard the defeated sound from his son.
“Bye daddy! Night night! Sehun miss you! Sehun loves you!”
“Bye my big boy. Night night. Mummy will kiss you for daddy. Loves you. Love you too my lovely Soo.”
“Loves you too my husband.”
Jongin ended the call just as his manager came running inside the room telling his turned is up next.
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Kim Jongin the legendary well-known male solo artist. Legendary? Well, who able to sell a million copies of their album nowadays when you can brought the song through online? Not just that, he was well-known for his handsome face and talent at his work field, not to mention his young age at 26 years old he is able to produce lots of songs, not just for himself but also for other idol group or soloist which had become well-known as well. He is the “god-Jongin” due to his talent in music composition and choreography. It was safe to say that Jongin being admired by lots of people including celebrities. He received phone numbers from actress, female singer and idols asking him to date only to be rejected by Kim Jongin.
Thus people always questioning the love life of Kim Jongin. There’s even rumour of him being bisexual. Ohh mahn if only they know the truth.........
Kim Jongin is a committed man. His heart only contained the most beautiful and important people in his life which is his spouse and son.
5years.... it has been 5 years since Kim Jongin knelt down in front of Kyungsoo asking for his hands in marriage. And 4 years down since Jongin had another happiness called Kim Sehun.
He and Kyungsoo had been dating secretly since high school. Secretly... because at that time Jongin already a trainee for a company. Kyungsoo didn’t want to ruin Jongin future for being homosexual that’s why he decided it was better to keep their relationship as secret. No one knew except both of their parents who gladly accepted their relationship, not even their best friend Suho, Baekhyun and Chanyeol knew about this. They wanted to be selfish, keeping their love stories only to each other.
Ups and downs, fight bound to happen due to misunderstanding and time constrict but that didn’t weakened their relationships instead it made Jongin knew how much he really loves Kyungsoo and he needed Kyungsoo by his side in his life journey.
Exactly on their 3rd anniversary when Jongin knelt and proposed him. Kyungsoo gladly accepted him.
Jongin was on his way to become a singer in few months that’s why they only did a small wedding ceremony in the remote village where Kyungsoo’s grandma living, being attended by their parents, and Jongin trustworthy soon-to-be manager. Let’s just say... Jongin cried hard when they were pronounced
husband and wife (they argued a lot about who is the wife, both claimed being manly, but since Kyungsoo found to be the carrier.... he just accepted it) and legally married because he loves Kyungsoo and he wanted to keep Kyungsoo by his side.
Jongin and Kyungsoo brought a private cute small bungalow house surrounded by trees and small garden. It’s in suburban area because they didn’t want the fans knew that Jongin living with someone whom he happily married.
Two months later Jongin debut as a male solo artist and just as how fast he asked Kyungsoo hand in marriage, that’s how fast he became a well-known musician. That time he was handsome tanned young man with a talent. Who could resist that? As time goes by, his fans not only within the teenagers range but also the adults.
That was the start of Jongin celebrity’s life and the life of Jongin started to not-so-frequently going home. But being the understand and loving wife, Kyungsoo just smile at Jongin assuring him whenever Jongin told him his insecurity, telling Kyungsoo he was sorry for not able to be there with him all the time.
Kyungsoo hurts a lot by that. Of course, who wouldn’t get hurt since they’re literally still newly married and Kyungsoo wanted to be always by his husband side. But he couldn’t be selfish and got angry over this matter because they had been talking a lot, taking this into full consideration before married and this was
Jongin lifetime dream to be a singer. He was not going to be the devil who will crushed his husband dream. So Kim Kyungsoo just stayed smile hugging his husband, comforted him, telling him how much he loves Jongin. Because no matter how hurts it was he still loves Jongin and this is what he needs to face as a wife of a singer.
On celebrating their first anniversary Kim Jongin cried hard liked how he did at their wedding, Kyungsoo just laughed at him hugging him tight. He cried because Kyungsoo was pregnant. His lovely wife was 2 months pregnant. He cried holding into his dear wife telling him how much he loves Kyungsoo. Those
2months had been freaking hell for Jongin. Jongin not been able to come home for almost 2months as he was busy preparing for his next comeback. His debut was hot news and his company asked for more on his next comeback, therefore he had been working hard on the studio composing and choreographing. Kyungsoo just nodded in understanding every time they Skype-ing (which happened to be always) because
Jongin couldn’t get enough of his lovely Soo face. Kyungsoo doesn’t mind because he still missed Jongin no matter how much they Skype-ing.
Finally having to come home to celebrate their anniversary with a news of Kyungsoo being 2 months pregnant, no news able to win his heart than his lovely Soo carrying the fruits of their loves in his belly. It was his dream to have babies *see that emphasizes on babies*. He might not tell Kyungsoo but he really prayed for their first baby to be a boy because Jongin wanted his first son to be able to protect his siblings later.
Even though it’s risky but Jongin decided to sell the house and brought an apartment near his company for them to live because he didn’t want Kyungsoo to be far away since he was pregnant. He even goes as far as asking his friend Suho to take in charge of their café as Kyungsoo will took a break from working there. It’s hard though as Jongin and Kyungsoo ended up confessing about their relationships. Let’s just said Suho felt ultimate betrayal and it took a lot of apologizing and pursuing from Jongin before Suho decided to help Kyungsoo handling the café. He could learn from that café and built his own business after that.
Now, with their house near and Kyungsoo on break, Jongin able to meet Kyungsoo whenever he wanted. It still sad to see that Jongin had to wear jacket, hood covering his face with mask and sunglasses liked someone trying to commit a crime every time he went home. But he knew deep down that was for the
best because he doesn’t want their neighbour to know that.... Jongin married to the friendly-cute-pregnant-man-in-apartment402 guy. They didn’t trust their neighbour able to keep secret.
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Back to the present time...
“Jongin, I know you’re insecure about this since Sehun has been pestering about your work this past few days, but you have to know that don’t give up on it just because of that. We can find a way. We can slowly try to talk with Sehun why you have to keep your work secret. Your son smart liked you. I’m sure he will understand you better after you explained it to him, okay?” Kyungsoo smile cupping his cheek tip toeing to kiss Jongin’s forehead.
“I know that he will understand Soo. It is not about Sehun, it’s more like..... I want to be happy again. I find more happiness being with you guys. To be honest, it has been long time since I don’t enjoy doing my work anymore, I don’t find happiness in there again, and I want to retire. I missed growing part of Sehun because of it.”
“You will find it again, love. You just have to feel the happiness again. We will see how it goes till your contract with the company ended. If it still the same, the decision is on you. I will always support you but don’t let something such as guilt towards us letting you up for the decision that will make you regret it later. This is your dream, you’re not going to give it up, okay.”
Jongin nodded giving Kyungsoo a loving kiss, mahhnnn he loves Kyungsoo so much. How can a person be so understanding? If he was in Kyungsoo place he probably be so frustrated to have husband liked himself but Kyungsoo decided to stay calm for him.
“I love you, you know that.”
“I know, since the day you had been stalking me in high school.”
“Cheesy,” Jongin pinched Kyungsoo’s cheek, kissing his forehead.
“Go or you will be late for practice and make sure you come home tomorrow. He really expecting you to be here. You promised him. Please, even if it’s only for a drop by,” Kyungsoo stared at him apologetically.
“I know, I will definitely be home during my lunch. Don’t worry, kiss Sehun for me again later.”
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“How was the talk?” his manager asked as soon as he got in the car. “The conclusion I found? I have the best wife ever,” he grinned at his manager who only rolling his eyes while grumbling “whipped”.
“By the way, I don’t have any schedule after noon tomorrow right? My baby's birthday is tomorrow, I need to be there,” his manager went through his schedule giving his an okay signed that he was clear after his morning schedule.
“*sighed* I still can’t believe he is turning 4 tomorrow. I wish he will stop growing,” Jongin sighed browsing through his gallery looking through picture of Sehun when he was born.
“Kids will surely grows up Jongin. I know that feeling. I always prayed for my girl to stop growing every time we celebrate her birthday.”
“I know, but at least you always been there at their important time.”
“hahaha yes I always been there, unemployed, with nothing to give her before I become a manager. At least you able to give him everything he wanted Jongin to make up for it.”
“Still as long as you’re there beside her that is much better than money or anything,” Jongin sighed. His manager just smile at him. He knew Jongin problems. He knew Jongin losing his will to continue being a singer. He will respect any decision Jongin has come with.
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The day Jongin had been waiting, he even prepared himself with a lots of present in the car for Sehun. He couldn’t wait to go home to surprise Sehun. He even brought Iron mask that Sehun has been fanboying of. He couldn’t help but smiling in the middle of filming thinking how he going to surprise his Babyboy
later.
But it seems liked god really hated him today. The second part of the filming had been delay due to disturbance in the audio equipment. Jongin cursed loudly in the car as his manager told him the news. It already past 11am. The first part already took almost 3 hours, what even the second part. He also has to
meet his CEO first after finished filming.
He asked or probably begged to his manager if he could skipped the second part and went straight away to his CEO to discuss whatever it is and get back to his family. But his manager just gave him an apologetic smile.
He even has the thought of going back to his home for a while before they started filming the second part but be damn the filming took place at Busan and his phone?He was about to call Kyungsoo when he realised Kyungsoo's phone fall into the deepest of the bathtub when Kyungsoo tried to take picture of Jongin bathing with Sehun last night. He tried to call Kyungsoo but it’s not working, Kyungsoo probably hadn’t fixed his phone.. Shoot his life. He prayed for this filming to
finish early before his Babyboy goes to sleep.
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Jongin stood in front of their door for a long time before punching the lock going inside with hands full of
presents.
The filming did not start until 1PM and the second part even took a longer time. His manager scolded him for looking so down on his second filming. Then he had to take flight to Seoul right away, meet his CEO which ended up took a much longer time than he thought as they were signing contract for another advertisement. He actually wanted to whine at his CEO first that he had to go back home but stopped when he saw his CEO was not the only one in the room.
8PM...
Jongin wanted to cry because it was Sehun's bed time. He probably cried knowing his daddy didn’t keep his
promise..... Again.............
“I’m sorry!” the first thing Jongin said the moment he saw Kyungsoo went out from Sehun’s room as he put down all the presents on the floor.
“You know, he has been waiting for you all day. You promised him to be here. He’s upset. 2 years in a row his dad was not here to celebrate his birthday. He didn’t asked for a lavish birthday party. He only wants his dad to be there when he blew his cake, when he made a wish.”
“I-I-I............. really sorry Soo,” he sighed heavily head looking down.
“You shouldn’t have promise him then! You promise him last year also *sighed* I don’t want him to not be able to trust you anymore,” Jongin didn’t know when he did but his cheek wet with tears for the guilt, for the sadness he had giving to his son. Kyungsoo quickly went to Jongin pushing his head in his neck,
kissing his temple while rubbing Jongin’s back.
Kyungsoo shouldn’t have said that thing to Jongin when he knew Jongin going to blame himself. It just
frustrated him when he saw how dejected Sehun looked when he went to sleep with bloodshot eyes. If only Jongin didn’t promise him. But at the same time he felt guilty for making Jongin liked this. Jongin is the head of the family, head of the family should be strong but Kyungsoo had managed to make the head of his family weak.
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The next day, Kim Jongin don’t know how he did it but one thing he remembered was as soon as he woke up he called his CEO literally giving his CEO a death threat before he was given a week holiday. Kim Jongin smiles at that, turning off his phone before he looked at the clock wall. *Two more hours before Sehun wake up* he lied back down pulling his wife to his chest.
He woke up an hour later when he felt Kyungsoo was not beside him. He went to the bathroom taking a shower before going to the kitchen. He smile watching Kyungsoo hips swayed as he sang along to his debut song. Kyungsoo has better voice than him. He back hugged Kyungsoo making him jolted in surprise. “Morning Soo~” he pecked on his lips. Kyungsoo smile leaning back his head to kiss him. “What time you going today?” he went back to cook their breakfast. Jongin just grinned, burying his face in Kyungsoo’s neck.
“Nope no working today!”
“No schedule?”
“Nope, no schedule for a week!” he grinned seeing his wife body turned to him rising his eyebrow at him asking for explanation.
He hugged Kyungsoo’s waist. “Well I woke up early today to call my CEO asking for a week holiday. I may or may not argued with him. But it doesn’t matter because I won. He let me take a rest for a week. So here I am,” Kyungsoo raised his eyebrow asking if he said the truth. Jongin just smile that smile that made Kyungsoo’s knee wobble before he hugged Jongin tightly kissing him. “I’m going to make up for Sehun birthday today,” he murmured through the kiss.
“Okay then! Let’s make his favourite cookies before he wakes up!” Kyungsoo squealed.
For the first time, Jongin feels at home. This was the first time he was in his house for the whole day. He only used to be at his house for half a day before work called him. He feels the happiness that he had long forgot. It took a long time to persuade his baby but it worth it when he got to hear his baby birthday wishes before he blew the candles. His wished is just simple. He only wanted his parents always be there for him and loves him.
These 7 days, Jongin able to think better regarding his decision. He stared at his wife and son and he knew very well which one he preferred; which one gave him more happiness that he always wanted.
He didn’t even feels sad regarding his decision instead his heart felt light. He feels happy.. He slowly found those happiness that he had wanted.
*OUCH*
Sehun just threw his baseball ball at his him. Sehun giggles, “Mummmy!!! Monster is angry!! RUNNNN!!!” he screamed before dragging Kyungsoo by his wrist towards their bedroom. Jongin laughed, “you better run.. Monster going to eat you and mummy!” Sehun squealed while Kyungsoo laughed as Jongin ran after them.
Yes, this is Jongin's happiness.
Loving can heal
Loving can mend your soul
And it’s the only thing that I know
I swear it will get easier
Remember that with every piece of ya
And it’s the only thing we take with us when we die
Last night of Jongin’s holiday...
“I can help you with our café. I can help you from the work load. I can become a business man and expand our café as long as it able to bring me to always be with you guys. I don’t want to be liked that again to be able to come home but only to be tired and sleep all day in the house, not able to be with you, properly
asked you to date and hanging outside with our big boy, I don’t want to be scare being caught up having two important people in my life because that is not how I should be feeling. I should not be feeling scared when people found out I have the love of my life and a cute son. I should be proud of it. But I’m afraid of
those people, I couldn’t believe I let haters got to me. For me the best is retiring from this. I don’t want to do this anymore. I want to be happy with you. I want to have the dream family I always talk about,” he hugged Kyungsoo tightly finally letting all his insecurity hugging him tight because he didn’t care anymore if what he did will made people hate him because the only thing he wanted was him to be happy and he knew very well the only thing that made him happy was being by his family side.
Kyungsoo pulled Jongin out from his neck cupping his husband face forcing him to look into Kyungsoo’s eyes. “Are you sure about this, Jongin-ah?” Jongin nodded determined. “But it has been your dream to be a singer since you were in high school. Don’t give up on them just because you wanted us to be happy. I trust you we can find another way on this. I don’t want you to feel regret, this is your dream. I don’t want you to give up because of us,” Kyungsoo wanted him to reconsider his decision.
As much as his heart lights up when Jongin said he wanted to retire from the industry, he didn’t want to be selfish because this had been Jongin's dream since he was young. He still remembered how proud Jongin was when he told in front of the class that he wanted to be a singer. It might hurt them all with the lack of family bond but they could come out with something without Jongin giving up his dream.
Jongin stared at Kyungsoo, “it might be my dream since I was young. But it is also not my dream to be unhappy with all the thing I did as a singer. I also have dream which I have since before I dream to be a singer where I wanted to be happy with the person I love and I will always make them happy, being proud of them,” he said determined. Kyungsoo knew Jongin already made up his mind at that. He smile widely showing his heart shaped lips. His husband knew way better which one made him happier, if retired from being a singer and family bond was the answered, who’s Kyungsoo to deny him Kyungsoo leaned in to kiss him with full of love.
Let’s just said, Kyungsoo had the time of his life that night. Not before in the middle Jongin's cursing because Sehun managed to interrupt them, crying for nightmares and they had to stop whatever they were doing as Kyungsoo's tending Sehun first before they continued their hot stuff.
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A week after...... chaos......... a total chaos for Kim Jongin's life. He had voice his retirement in his own fan page that he wouldn’t continue his contract with his company that is soon to end this month. A lot of rumours going on that his company treats him badly that’s why he refused to continue the contract. They refused to accept that Jongin will retired from the entertainment world.
Jongin doesn’t want that rumours. His company had been treating him better this past few years. He had told the real reasons to the company and everyone was shocked regarding his family except his manager. He decided to do the press conference to give proper explanation regarding his retirement and today is the day.
To say Jongin not nervous would be a lie. He’s freaking nervous. If not because of Kyungsoo is now currently sitting on his lap, he hugging Kyungsoo’s waist from behind he probably having a mental breakdown. He’s happy Kyungsoo decided to come to support him. He had been hiding his own wife and
son, on top of that his wife was a lovely man which the elderly still not used to the concept of boy x boy marriage.
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Jongin... never in his life walking on the stage would feel this heavy. For the first time he feels it. He just needed to go to the centre of the stage and then sat but why his legs felt so heavy going there. He’s nervous. Everything that he prepared, all his speech and answered (he memorized it) that bounded to be
ask by the reporter all gone as he made his way towards the centre of the stage along with his manager and CEO, he quickly sat down due to extreme nervous he was feeling right now.
“Anyeonghaseyo, Kim Kai imnida,” he cleared his throat as the camera shutters quicken waiting for his next words. “Today as of 10/10/16, me Kim Kai retired from entertainment industry to live my life back as
Kim Jongin that I know.”
A roared of “why” and “what he meant by Kim Jongin that I know” made Jongin gulped down before raising his hand asking for the reporters to quiet down.
“It is hard. The decision that I made, it is hard. I had been thinking about it since last year. No matter how much I tried to find the reasons for me to stay as a musician, I couldn’t. At the end, my answered will always be towards me wanting to retire.”
“What made you want to retire? What made it came to that idea at the first place?” one of the reporters asked.
*This is it, Jongin. The world is going to know about your love one*
Kyungsoo at the back stage watching through the live TV nervous as hell. He keeps praying hoping for Jongin able to answer the questions well. They had thought about this a lot. The presences of Kyungsoo and Sehun will be revealed.
“Because being a musician..... I... I couldn’t give the person I love the happiness they needs. I couldn’t be happy no matter how many times I said that this was my dream that I had been dreaming. My happiness still went towards them. But I couldn’t be with that happiness because I had to keep being away from
them due to my hectic schedules and due to the culture of the country itself.”
“What do you mean by that, Kim Kai shii? What is that happiness? Why are you so afraid to reveal them?”
“Because I don’t want my happiness to be hurt as they are the sources of my happiness...... my happiness is.....” he took a deep breathed, hearts beating loudly against his ribcages. “My happiness is my lovely wife and my lovely big boy son.” A series of loud gasps could be heard as Jongin revealed that he already married. A series of questions also had been thrown out as reporters couldn’t wait for him to explain more. His manager stepped out asking them to let Jongin explained by himself.
“My lovely wife was my first love. The love of my life that has been with me through ups n downs, who never once turned his back on me even when I had done a big mistake towards him. The person who always be there to encourage me, to hug me, to give me comforts when I am down or having a huge problems instead of pointing fingers towards me,” he smiles remembering all the memories with his wife. Kyungsoo at the back starts to sobs because his husband is just too sweet.
“Yes, I had been married all this time. In fact I had been married to my wife even before I became a singer. Down a year of our marriage we were blessed with a son. The fruit of our love,” he beamed at the mention of his son, “and now, five years down the road since I had been keeping people from my family.
It’s hard, all I wanted to do after hard and tired schedules was to go back home and to curl beside my family but my circumstances force me to stay at the company and practice and practice so I wouldn’t be disappointing my fans who had been supporting me from the beginning. How sad it was to know that I had to go home wearing hoodie over my head, a mask and a sunglasses as if I’m going to commit a crime
where I should be happy going back home to meet them.. Do you know how sad it was that I had to be in the side line watching my son doing his sports festival for straight three years without his dad beside him, to haul him when he won, to win the competition along with his dad, to congrats him right on the spot during teacher meeting day... to have a date with my family? I couldn’t even imagine that without people
finding us.”
Kyungsoo at the back already let a huge tears while Jongin said that. Jongin expression was solemn with regret regarding everything that he had been missing with his family.
“But... you know.. You could just revealed it from the very beginning, Kai shii?”
“Revealed it from the beginning? I would if my relation is not still frown upon with. I know its normal nowadays but I also knew that some still couldn’t accept those reality..” there was a whispers as reporters confused with what he trying to convey.
Jongin looked up with confident because this was not something to be shy of, he loves this man and the people needed to know it too, “because my wife, my happiness that I had been talking about was a man not a woman. Yes, I love that person with all my heart no matter what gender he was.”
Uproar and Jongin saw some looking at him in disgust some looking at him as usual and he knew that people was alright with that kind of relationship. As he expected the one who cause uproar was the eldest generation. The elder reporters. A bright of flash as reporter keeps clicking their camera.
“I knew, some might support this relationships while some might still looked upon us in disgust but I didn’t care. It didn’t matter. He gave me life, he teach me the meaning of love, and he showed me what happiness was. And that was enough reasons for me to love him regardless of his gender. My heart choose him and my heart knew what he wanted,” Kyungsoo smiles in his cries. He's going to give Jongin a lot of kisses later.
“To conclude, me, Kim Jongin, retired in this music industry on 10/10 and will be continuing my normal life along with my beautiful wife and son or babies,” he chuckle at that. “To my fans that had been supporting me since I was debut I want to sincerely say my thanks for your never ending supports. And I
deeply and sincerely apologize for lying to you, for betraying to you and for retiring from this industry. The wound that I had gave to you, I knew, it wouldn’t be possible to patch that betrayal that I had gave to you. I want nothing but for my fans continue prays for me to find back my happiness, to find back my old self. Thank you,” he bow deeply before walking towards back stage searching for Kyungsoo.
He didn’t get to search for his wife as his wife already back hugging him tight. He smile before turning hugging his waist, smelling Kyungsoo scent that able to calm him down. Kyungsoo sniffles in his neck. He’s just to overwhelm with emotion. He was happy at the same time sad and guilty at his husband situation.
And if you hurt me,
Well, that’s OK, baby, only words bleed,
Inside these pages you just hold me,
And I won’t ever let you go
At night..
“Nahhh hunhun no no want to go. Hunhun stay here!” Sehun remained laying on top of Jongin’s body head buried in his chest. “Well I don’t mind it big boy,” he said kissing Sehun’s head before placing his left hand under Kyungsoo’s head pulling him closer. Kyungsoo grinned head buried in Jongin’s neck from the
side while his right leg wrapping above Sehun’s body above Jongin. “Ahh gonna hold my love tight today and make you guys warm,” Kyungsoo said. Jongin grinned widely, “I don’t mind if it’s from you. Goodnight lovely Soo”
Jongin slept well that night.
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Jongin smiles widely, they finally moved back to their first house. The garden still beautiful as ever with flowers blossom widely. Now, they have another neighbour next to their house which they found out just yesterday when they moving their last batched of furniture. And their neighbour was found to be none other than their best friends, Baekhyun and Chanyeol. Let’s just said yesterday had been a long day explaining all those whole fiasco to their best friends but they were glad though Sehun now has another friend 4 years old Luhan, their best friend son.
Jongin already had an idea on the garden. He couldn’t wait to decorate the garden with slides and swings for Sehun to play with and maybe sandbox as well.
“Welcome back home love,” Kyungsoo said hugging him on the waist from the side.
“Welcome back home my lovely Soo,” Jongin wrapped his hand on Kyungsoo’s shoulder, kissing him lightly before moving southwards towards his beautiful 4 months old baby bump.
“ARRRRRGHHHH DADDYYYYY HUNNHUNNNN LOVES IT HERE!!! THE GARDEN IS BIG!! SEHUN CAN RUN A LOT WITH BABY BROTHER AND LUHAN!!!” Jongin smiles Sehun really loves the garden the moment he went here and sad to say also Luhan? Jongin grinned moving away from Kyungsoo. “Rawrr Rawrr The monster is coming better runaway!!” he ran towards Sehun while Sehun squealed in happiness running away from his dad.
Kyungsoo smiles watching them while rubbing his baby bump. Jongin finally found his happiness ♥
We keep this love in photography,
We made these memories for ourselves,
Where our eyes are never closing,
Our hearts were never broken,
Times forever frozen still.
So you can keep me,
Inside the pocket of your ripped jeans,
Holdin’ me closer ‘til our eyes meet,
You won’t ever be alone,
Wait for me to come home.
♥♥♥