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[exiledguardian]

Very shortly I will be leaving to go to my Great-Grandmother's or Grumpy's 89th birthday party. Every time I see her I realize more and more about myself, about the world, about her. It's scary that one person can make you see things you don't want to, and they aren't even trying. Every time I look at the old and wrinkled, although much loved, face

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[sweetrachel04]

You are so right. We need to go out and celebrate our youth! We should go somewhere next weekend if you are free.

[rahmreekookehra]

I know what you mean, I can't believe how fast time is moving. Unfortunately i don't really feel like my life is really happening. I feel like I"m on stand by. Just like when your at an airport waiting for the damn flight, and you see people getting off and you think, "this is it" no....It'll be a half an hour before you can get on, cuz it is designed to take for ever! This is a metaphor for my life by the way. I feel like this all the time. I'm the passenger sitting slumped in the chair with my half closed eyes on the boarding gate. I don't think my life will really feel like it's happening until I'm making movies, having children, or most probably both simultaneously. So while time is moving quickly, in a weird way, it feels stuck....do i make any sense? I feel like I'm writing for a column in dear abby.