I am. I'm just very lonely. This university is not where I want to be. I'm alone most of the time despite my best efforts to meet people (working on two different literary magazines, being in a religious group, working on a theatre production). I have M, thank God, but without him, I'd be significantly worse off. He goes to a school across the city too, which, while it isn't a great distance, is far enough for me to feel alone. And I do. Besides, he's never been my only friend, but now he is the only one I have in this city (the rest are off elsewhere), and I hate relying on him to be my everything. Relationships are absolutely not supposed to be someone's everything. So, anyway, I'm lonely and frustrated.
That's probably more than you wanted to know, but there you go.
i completely feel you. i am constantly surrounded by people at my university between all the things i do, and yet i feel so singular and alone. i don't have an M either, just a couple roommates who i am slowly becoming more and more frustrated with. my goal in this was to let you know you're not alone in how you feel.
I love the ocean. There's something very lonely, beautiful, peaceful and sad about the ocean. I really like this poem too.. . When I think of the ocean, I think of Hiroshi Sugimoto's photographs of the ocean on the island town of Naoshima in Japan.
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That's probably more than you wanted to know, but there you go.
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my goal in this was to let you know you're not alone in how you feel.
*hug* feel better <3
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