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[evilviolet]

One. I need to stop being a drama queen.
Two. I need to not fear being vulnerable.
Three. I need to stop channeling my hurt into self-loathing.
Four. I need to stop thinking you hate me for this.

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[briar_fox]

You're actually doing better than I did several years back. #4 didn't occur to me for a long, long time.

If you ever need to talk and don't want it to be with someone you know or who knows you, drop me a note. If you're more inclined to move me off either of those two lists, I'm okay with that, too.

('S Ivan, if Nora/Katherine/Jocelyn/someone else hasn't pointed me out yet - we've sent a few e-mails about swords back and forth before the last RenFaire, but didn't end up meeting after all.)

[evilviolet]

Ah yes. I know quite well who you are.

Thank you for the offer. I may take you up on it one of these days, if Drama refuses to die. We'll see :-P
I'm sure I'll meet you someday. Our circles of friends overlap too much for it *not* to happen. 'S only a matter of time.

[animal_autry]

IRISSSSS
the only time i can come see you is probably like wednesday night if you're not busy. YOU BUSY????? i have to see yoU!!!

[evilviolet]

I'm not busy....I get off work at six, nothing t do till I have to be at work the next morning.

[evilviolet]

My number at work is 040 27 22059. Don't bother leaving a message if I don't pick up--I'm not sure how to check them. Anyway...see you Wednesday?

[animal_autry]

actually i have a proposition!
since i've been talking to my friends about wednesday, and it seems like it's going to be pretty complicated for me to pull it off....and you said you wanted to get out of Eindhoven anyway...i'm inviting you up to Drachten to stay the night saturday night and go to the gay bar with me, lo, and annika. plus it would be so much better with four! so would you be able to come up saturday? cuz damn girl i REALLY want to see you. if you need any help with transportation money i'll totally shove some out for you, CUZ YOU MUST COME TO THE GAY BAR!

[mezzmic]

he girl!
do you still have those pictures with the four of us?
and how are you? caus you don't post much :(
xxx

[evilviolet]

I haven't used my livejournal in a while...there are some private posts that only my boyfriend can read, but not in a while.

I'm fantastic :). I have the best boy ever, and life is good. Feels nice to be home.

The photos are all up here.

[anonymous]

Hi. I found this journal through randomly surfing lj, and I can't help thinking I've met you. Is your name Iris, do you go to UC Berkeley, and did you happen to meet a blonde girl w/glasses named "Liz" in Dwinelle this April? Because that would be me. If I'm mistaken just let me know.

My aim is "mad hyperbolic"; e-mail also works but I might not get it. I'm at elizabeth (at) zotapine (dot) com.

Thanks and sorry about any confusion.