my life now

[evilsmurfs]

well fuck where do u want me to start off at? lets see its been a month since dad death, it still hasnt hit me but i guess i got so much going on right now i havent had time. its hard though i come home every nite from work im used to see my father on the computer or sitting inside watching tv but its quiet, its an akward silence. i some times

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[____laura]

I don't have advice for you but I do know how you feel. I don't know how your dad died but mine decided he was done with it all. It was 6 years ago and I never dealt with it and I'm fucked in the head over it. It does get easier though... if you continue to not deal with it but some day we'll explode in a horrible midlife crisis or something (or so i'm told). Heh, no that's not helpful advice at all. If ya need anyone to talk to.. ya can talk to me :)

[evilsmurfs]

yea we can talk when ever u like my aim name is jeffy is evil u can also add me to myspace if u have it at http://www.myspace.com/evilstrfckrs