apparently we're done?
3 years
and it's fucking over?
this is insane
"i'm not into it anymore as much as i use to be"
why the fuck would you keep me around then?
why not just call it off when you figured that shit out
i want to fucking transer schools so we can be together
this is insane
&i know we said a lot of stuff to each other we didn't mean
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of everythingggg
so last night i was talking to frank about something important
and he was pretty blazed
and told me he didn't care about what i had to say
or what i thoughtabout the situation
and of course i got upset
am i in the wrong here? do i fucking forgive him for saying that shit? like at first i was thinking
no fucking way.. he should NEVER ( Read more... )

yepp i'm home for the weekend..
frank picked me up yesterday and we went home together..
i couldn't believe my parents were perfectly ok with him driving me
they would usually have something to say about it, but this time nothing which was amazing haha
last weekend i went up to plattsburgh to see frank
it was really fun and so nice to see him since i ( Read more... )

( my duckies and first couple nights in albany )

for once things are actually going well
i was really homesick after my parents left
so my boyfriend drove down from plattsburgh to albany to see me
so spur of the moment and i loved it!
like he seriously made my day
it was soooo great
i love him
and i didn't realize how much i actually missed him
until tonight

i move into my dorm
funnnnn
i love getting up at 5 in the morning!!
tomorrow's gunna be a fucking long day....

things are getting better
slowly but surely

1 more day til everything changes
and 7 more days until there's a bit of normalcy in my life

i just want to FEEL it
i want to feel like i'm the only one you want to be with
the only one you love
and care about
the only one you could tell everything and anything to
but apparently that's too much to ask

it's funny because you think i don't know
but i do :)
i know everything
how you fucked everything up
the shit you say about me when i'm not ( Read more... )

this whole situation is absolutely ridiculous
is it really that hard to make time for your FUCKING GIRLFRIEND
i don't understand boys at all
i really don't
he's making everything so hard
&now he's really expecting me to go up there and see him?
what the fuckkkk
i seriously want to punch him in the face right now
he downplays everything
"yea we're ( Read more... )

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