Finally I think I'm happy. Although at a cost but a small one, On Easter I broke up with Zach. I fell out of love with him long before i could break down and break his heart. He's in a lot of pain, and I can't fix that. He asked if there was ever a chance between us again and I told him no. Now he's trying for once, and i dont want shit to do with ( Read more... )

I learned more computer shit, Im getting better at the number square to the right of the keyboard, cus i use it a lot, ive caught on some to a few other programs, i helped out on the floor today and got to climb on shelves, i hope i get buff hehehe. Sweet the ramones are doing a song on scooby doo... yay! i thought i just heard someone get up... i ( Read more... )

Suprisingly I'm catching on the computer stuff... everything looks the goddamn same though.. i have to remember all these 3 to five letter program names and some are really only changed by one letter. I've been working a lot in this program called SHLM, and I'm trying to catch onto RIPG cus that has to be done everyday. Hopefully my questions will ( Read more... )

I didn't hardly sleep, I've gotten sick several times so far ive almost puked i dont know how much ive cried... i already hate my job and its day 2 i dont wanna go but i need the money and insurance so badly... i gotta at least give myself the benifit of the doubt and try it for a least a month to see if i can catch onto the computer stuff... but ( Read more... )

::dies:: im so sore and im learning the computers too... its so overwhelming... I'd like to die but i need the money. I should catch on within a month to the computer shit. i learned (burr's an idiot) how to cut open boxes and put shit on shelves ... i learned i need to have water with me cus i get dehydrated. i should bring food with me too. ( Read more... )

Today I awoke to missing a phone call from a man I'm hoping to hire me for a warehouse job. I called him back and left a message because he wasn't in his office. The other day I put in my application and got an interview on the spot. I was so excited, plus he asked me about my typing skills. So I might not be lifting heavy boxes all day, I might be ( Read more... )

Today is classifed to me as the best day ever. I got to meet The Darkness... it was my first signing to so i was very excited. Zach picked me up around 10 and was like " yeah get dressed and bring yer darkness cd" so i got dressed in no time excited about what he had planned cus i had no fucking clue. Then he showed up and we took off for Tower ( Read more... )

I forget what it feels like to sleep in my room. And why does this lip gloss say juicy when it tastes like paint thinner? My hair definatly didn't come out the color i wanted.. its more redish orangish blonde then brown blonde... but oh well... ill let it heal then dye it again ( Read more... )

I'm bleaching my hair,... im gonna go back to brownish blonde prolly by tomorrow i think i have to bleach twice to get the black out.... its not fun... not at all.. not i remember why i dont dye all my hair black anymore and then try to go to red.... gahhh this is short IT BURNS IT BURNS!!!!!!! ::RUNS AWAY SCREAMING::

I think I'm ready for bed. on my blowup matress. on my living room floor. where the bugs live. :cringe: My room needs to be done already so i can sleep in there with that fresh paint smell so i can drift off to sleep easier ( Read more... )