I don't know what the hell happened... Mark called me back from the Nexus and when I got back to the suite, he was there ( Read more... )

Mark didn't get much of a chance to do anything. He woke up and walked the bitch to the door, and then he walked back to me. Usually I sleep in the bed with him, but with her here, I had to make do with the sitting room ( Read more... )

Being in the Nexus, talking to all of these free people... people who have never been slaves... it makes me see Mark in a whole different way. This is dangerous ground I am treading on. If Mark realizes that I've changed... well, he just won't find out. He can't find out.

Oh, I'm scared....

Someone actually tried to break into the room last night! I was asleep and something woke me up. I lay there and listened for a moment, and yep, there was someone moving around in the sitting room. I thought it was Mark at first, but as I listened, I relaized that whoever it was was moving differently. When you're owned by someone for fifteen years ( Read more... )

Well, he's managed to pick another bitch. Course, to everyone else, I am just a slave. Just a slave... Mark treats me differently. I'm not just part of the woodwork for him. I exist for him. He talks to me, treats me like a real person most of the time ( Read more... )

I was right. Mark wasn't in any better of a mood last night. He didn't insist on having massive amounts of sex again, thank God. Not that I minded, but trying to serve him properly when he got home the next day wasn't exactly my idea of a fun time ( Read more... )

*Shivers* Had an awful thought about why Mark wants me in the Nexus... but it can't be true. No way. It makes no sense.

Anyway. While I'm in there, I see a big balg man with goggles, always playing with knives. He reminds me of someone... don't know who, can't place him. I think he's a friend of Mark. Oh, well. I suppose I'll figure it out soon

Ugh, I'm tired. Mark was in a bad mood last night so I had to calm him down... massages to start off with, and then a hot bath. I had to listen to him rant and rave about the meeting... apparently there's some kind of trouble brewing, I'm not sure what the deal is. He didn't specify, and I certainly didn't ask ( Read more... )

I think I'm starting to understand why Mark let me loose in the Nexus... I'm already discovering sides to myself that I never knew I had. I made a joke just now! Well, said something sarcastically, anyway ( Read more... )

For whatever reason, Mark took me with him on this business trip, but he's gone all day. I have to remain in our suite amusing myself however I can manage while I wait for him to come back. I wish we were back home... that's our domain. I can help him there. There, I am more than just his slave. There, I am his companion, at times. Here, I must ( Read more... )