angel. not fade away.

[evemac]

I feel like my stomach was ripped from my body through my mouth.

I have absolutely no idea what to say.

I got up from the television, literally stumbled into the bathroom, and fell onto the floor.

I feel like I can't breathe.

ETA: I also loved 'Not Fade Away' like a fat kid love cake.

Comments

[indiana_jane_]

So I'm not the only one who feels like their gut was wrenched out?

Somehow I almost managed to forget about Angel all together for an hour or so (hockey excitement. My team's going to the finals! *g*). Then I was scanning through some BtVS fanart and somehow a Wes/Fred wallpaper from the ep where she died came up and it was like I'd been sucker-punched. I couldn't breathe and it all just came screaming back and I wanted to break down and cry again. Like someone I knew had died and I guess, in a sense, someone has.

*holds you*
*clings*

[evemac]

What you said. EXACTLY what you said. Except without the Wes/Fred fanart. ;)

But it was like a really talented sucker-punch. It just can't be over. I don't know how to think anymore.

[krestin]

::hugs::

That's all you need right now.

[evemac]

Awww, thanks. We all need a hug.

::hugs you back::

[snoopypez]

..Yes. Exactly. I can't stop shaking. :(

[evemac]

That's exactly how I felt. And I still do, but just inside. Waaaah. I hate the WB so much right now.

[evemac]

I'm *still* wrecked. I just can't fathom it at all.

But last night, it was terrible. I literally couldn't breathe, like I'd been punched in the gut.

In a really good way. If that makes any sense. ;)

[noshootingstars]

I read this even before I saw the episode (I don't get them until Thursdays) and yeah, my experience was quite like that.

I don't know what else to say. I hurt. I keep thinking of Wesley's speech in "Loyalty". The one right before the end. That's my ultimate Wes moment. Ow.

[evemac]

Yes. I keep thinking of that speech as well. I kept seeing him smile as he's dying, thinking of his life, and imagining him saying that as he dies.

::bawls::

But I also keep thinking of that terrible smack the bat makes when it hits Justin's head, and Brian's utter and complete collapse.

::bawls even harder::