Maybe its because the older you get, the more responsabilites you shoulder and the less the 'cares' of youth seem important to you? It could also just be that its the end of semester and that you're just drained in general? I would say the second one.
Also, sometimes maybe you should question where your interests lie now.
It's true that my responsibilities have skyrocketed in the past couple years. I mean some days I'm so busy I hardly have the time to stop and think. I'm doing all these things because I feel I should. I will probably continue doing that but I'm going to have to make some time to get back to doing things I enjoy. The end of semester is also certainly not helping, though I found this semester in general to be pretty packed... mind you it only got really bad when I started working at Walmart again. If only the dog kennel gave me enough hours. Either way I will have to start doing things for myself or I'll eventually go crazy.
Well, summer's coming soon, and with summer comes, at the very least, the dropping of one major responsibility, being school, and thusly an increase in free time. ^.^
We'll have to go biking in the rain again. Remember that?
like osmandis sais, it's end of semester. if you're anything like the rest of us kids in college any concept of 'fun' should be slowly ebbing away from you as the hours drag on by. plus the older you get, the less 'fun' you get to have because of responsibilities and all that crap... you just need to take a step back from all the responsible things every so often and just be. mayhaps a 'jen' day is in order? find a day, ditch all your responsibilities and just live. deal with the repercussions tomorrow- i know it did alot when i took a chibi day two weeks agao. the only thing i can really say aside from always remember to take a bit of each day to do absolutely nothing is that i have an awesome bike path near my house that goes right through the woods. it needs exploring and i have four bikes at in my garage in desperate need of use...
Hmm that bike path certainly sounds like fun. We must find a day when we're both free and go do that. As far as this whole thing goes I guess it's partly my fault because I almost let myself get enraveled in responsibilities. I actually literally forgot to give myself time for things that I enjoy doing. Soon the concept of fun no longer existed... but it's just when that person mentioned the contest that I realized how miserable I had been and why.
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Also, sometimes maybe you should question where your interests lie now.
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Either way I will have to start doing things for myself or I'll eventually go crazy.
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We'll have to go biking in the rain again. Remember that?
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the only thing i can really say aside from always remember to take a bit of each day to do absolutely nothing is that i have an awesome bike path near my house that goes right through the woods. it needs exploring and i have four bikes at in my garage in desperate need of use...
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As far as this whole thing goes I guess it's partly my fault because I almost let myself get enraveled in responsibilities. I actually literally forgot to give myself time for things that I enjoy doing. Soon the concept of fun no longer existed... but it's just when that person mentioned the contest that I realized how miserable I had been and why.
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