To-do List for the rest of my life ( Read more... )

Wistful. Forever wistful ( Read more... )

I can't believe how amazing the Palisades were.

The trip was worth it. It would have been worth it if it were an hour longer. The ride home was amazing too.

I love New Jersey; with all of its flaws, I've seen some of the most beautiful sights I'll ever see while growing up here.

Long Branch, NJ ( Read more... )

I'm thinking about if it's worth it to make a facebook ( Read more... )

I love emotions. I love the concept of feeling so consumed by your own feelings and thoughts that all you can do is sit alone somewhere and consider it all. It's what makes me feel alive. Even if the emotions I'm overwhelmed by are unpleasant and make me unhappy at the time, I'll still be glad they happened. Almost nothing else makes me feel that ( Read more... )

i saw 323420398923 people.
it was fantastic.

last night i listened to something corporate's North for the first time in at least a year.

it was a huge struggle to listen to "as you sleep." that was always a song that would cheer me up when i was down. i don't understand it. it just raked at my heart so deeply as i was lying in bed that i felt like i had to write it down somehow.

Tonight was a lot better than last night. I enjoyed almost all of it ( Read more... )

i drove from 109 to the north end of the parkway, then proceeded about 5 miles down some interstate in new york then got off the first exit, got back on the other direction, and went back down the parkway from around 172 (its northern terminus) to 109.

i wish i knew why i did it. it was so boring and dreary and tiring and unhappy.