he ruined the pants i technically sbought him ( Read more... )

sometimes i just lie awake at night thinking about him ( Read more... )

god, i told myself, don't do it steven don't give Dirk any money. he'll just spend it all. i knew i shouldn't have done it ( Read more... )

i think ( Read more... )

things change
i'll give him the sun and the water he needs to grow
i refused to see him wilting
until he finally fell right over
so i'm puttinghim on the window sill so he can heal

nothing's changed. I just need to give him a little more time to grow.

that i should pick him up that friday. he hopes that i won't be working or anything because he doesn't feel like waiting around with all those strange people.

poor puppy.

good note! i got two more hours at the job...that means more moola...and I found out granny in Amarillo has me in her will...*smiles* she's 93.

cha-ching.

he's coming home. to invade my space and possibly to nag me about why i haven't cleand my room ( Read more... )

well he's mad or something
and i guess we broke upor something but then i think not really because i know dirk and if he wanted to end it all
it wouldn't have been like that
i would have gotten a shaky crying message full of 'i'm sorry's' and 'please don't hate me's and all that sorta thing. he was just mad

and it's the truth. he is condescending.

that yew updated so finally i'm updating ( Read more... )

I got off work early. why? because i felt like it. i'd like to get a better job or perhaps a roomie b/c i think the 'rents are going to drop it all on me. not that that's a problem. i'm a big boy and i have plenty of savings. I'm going to need those savings ( Read more... )