6 days left! Woot! I'm very excited (minus the scary finals keeping me from leaving now ( Read more... )

I love Study Abroad, however, I'm jumping for joy that I can go back to real people. Some of these people (girls, actually) are so mind-numbingly stupid and they still think they're the hottest, sexiest, smartest things on the face of this earth. I miss all you real people back home. I really really do.

My trip with my dad was everything I wanted it to be. It was beyond amazing. I always love taking, laughing, and just hanging out with him. Definitely a special friend. Plus, it's certainly nice to see someone want to swoop in and save you when you're in such a sad and scary situation. I'm not sure my dad will ever know how much him visiting meant ( Read more... )

Well, he moved on. That was quick. Maybe time to let go of the anger? Maybe it's just intensifying ( Read more... )

Today would've been our one-year anniversary.

All that goes through my head is "Kerosene" by Miranda Lambert.

...that and "I'm Gonna Find Another You" by John Mayer

It's not a silly little moment
It's not the storm before the calm
This is the deep and dyin breath of
this love we've been workin on

Don't you think we oughta know by now
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow

We're goin down
and you can see it too
We're goin down
and you know that we're doomed

My dear,
We're slow dancing in a burnin room

OK, I know it's been WAY too long since I've posted here. Lo siento. I'm still alive, though! I'm just still trying to keep my head above water here. Such a strange place and my language (and interpersonal) skills are taking a beating.  I highly apologize if you've been trying to get a hold of me and you haven't been able to. I love you all so so ( Read more... )

Gah! I´m actually in Sevilla now! I don´t think I can live in this stupid language. Yes, it´s been my dream, blah blah blah. Just asking the guy at this internet cafe why my login didn´t work was stressful! Dear God, what did I get myself into!? Thankfully, the other CIEE people are really nice. Three other girls from the program are at the cafe ( Read more... )

It's 7:48 a.m., I had a nightmare about missing my flight and being horribly unorganized, I can't sleep, and now all I'm doing is fretting. Today is the day. Finally. As of 6:20 p.m., I will be on my way to the trip of a lifetime.  Anyone else scared? I sure am.

No more work...
All packed up...
Moved out...

Now overcome with the sadness of change and fear of moving.

Yet also the excitement of things to come :)