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[eustacia_vye28]

there's an awful relief that comes with therapy. and it's strange being on the other side of the desk. and it's difficult opening up and talking about the emotional side of things that have happened since I've always been told growing up that I had no right to feel the way I do when I've actually complained. so it's hard, but i'm making myself do

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[empressvesica]

A little soul searching does a body good. Milk too, apparently.

*hug* Sounds like you are peeking in some corners that could use a little dusting and most importantly, setting aside some time where YOU - your feelings, your thoughts and your concerns - are the top priority.

All good I say.

[eustacia_vye28]

it's good, just uncomfortable. it feels horribly selfish and self-serving. which in the long run is probably good, but it's hard to reverse the pattern that's been ingrained for so long. :)

[empressvesica]

Oh, I understand that. People that are by nature givers have such trouble taking time for themselves.

[eustacia_vye28]

exactly. :)

Oh, and why are you calling yourself a "Spectacularly Adequate Empress?" Aren't you supposed to be spectacularly fabulous? :D