When I was a little girl I used to play glames with my next door neighbor and we'd always pretend we were 'grown-up.' We used to think that sixteen was 'grown-up' because ten years seemed like forever until we got there. But ten years isn't anything. Another ten years from now I'll be sitting somewhere thinking: "Wow... I'm almost twenty-six". ( Read more... )

So I've been in this great mood for like the past... whatever and now I'm pissed. Holy shit, my mom and I got into an argument about water bottles and now she won't talk to me. Is that the dumbest thing you've ever heard ( Read more... )

So Scary Kids, Scaring Kids is like my new favorite. And Pouyan is the shit. He makes me so happy. I'm jealous Bekkah [because I don't like writing Becca] and Niki [Pink] got to hang out with them.

The first two band were...okay. Nothing too special I guess. Scary Kids, Scaring Kids was the SHIT! Oh my gosh. Niki and I went pretty crazy. We were ( Read more... )

Oh, please.

Get over yourselves. Who made this rule who said we can't all be friends?

We forgive but don't necessarily need to forget. It's better to have friends than enemies.

So really... who says it?

Answer me.

Why can't we all be friends?

-jfm

I never realized how well I deal with myself until right now ( Read more... )

Today fucking sucked ( Read more... )

I had forgotten how much I enjoyed being onstage. I forgot how much I loved acting. Maybe no especially I love it because I'm incorporating dancing and singing. It's wonderful. I'm so sore and exhausted... but it's perfect. Lovely lovely.

So tired. So excited. So hoping that I make it.

-jfm

I don't write much anymore. Not in here. Not in my paper journal. I don't really know why. I guess it's a lack of time. Maybe I only write when things are bad and things have been okay, at least it's what I've been leading myself to believe. I'm trying to be optimistic. I'm trying to not let little things get me down but I guess after a while ( Read more... )

Today... Lauren, Wynne, Annie, Danie and I were walking and this older lady stops us and is just like: "You all are so beautiful. You really are. Maybe it's because your momma's got your teeth right or... whatever. But you all are so beautiful ( Read more... )

SEAHAWKS ARE GOING TO THE SUPERBOWL! OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH ( Read more... )