Me here.

[estriel]

I am back in Germany and against all expectations I have an internet connection. For real. We're moving into our new apartment now and it's killing me - carrying all this furniture upstairs (3rd floor, very steep staircase) is making me tired, I have small bruises from all kinds of edges, my hands feel a little bit too rough for my taste... I hope

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[reet]

Eeeee!! *squee* :}
Also, *pets and hugs and offers hand lotion or something* lol :]

I was gonna ask what's wrong and all but. It doesn't seem like a totally bad kind of emotional mess?? Not that.. there's a GOOD kind of emotional mess but. Hmm. lol
But there's a Her? And, and, touching? lol I am far too curious for my own good. :)

[estriel]

REET!!! I was going to go to sleep, but I can't now that you're here! *huggles* Hehe.
Thanks for the hand lotion, that will come in handy!

Well, umm... It was a partly bad emotional mess at first - like, not entirely bad, but confusing and there were so many things that I was extremely worried about. But it seems to be okay now, at least for the moment, and I feel so infatuated that it's not even funny anymore.
Yes, there's a her (the same her that I've been interested in for... a long time). But there definitely hasn't been quite enough touching for my liking, lol.

[reet]

LOL I feel bad about preventing you from sleeping.

and I feel so infatuated that it's not even funny anymore.
Ah. I see how it is. xDDD
Now I'm jealous! 'Cause I wanna be in that place again. But I'm also not jealous.. because I'm not sure if I wanna be in that place again. lol :} God, it sounds lovely though..

[estriel]

You shouldn't feel bad at all, I love the fact that I can talk to you properly again. Text messages are good, but there's never enough room for all the things I want to say.

I just hope it will stay lovely.
And there's not much to be jealous of, anyway, as I'm not gonna see her for months... and that's gonna be tough.

[reet]

And kssfhfskj don't say that stuff about planes. Of course it won't. :}

[estriel]

It won't, I was just kidding. I'm not afraid of flying at all.

[reet]

Good! :}

[kein_drama]

have you ener heard that russian pilots are the best?))))hehehe)
btw there is a tradition to applause when the plane has landed - never seen in other countries - so don't be surprised)

[x2xbandgeekx2x]

ugh... paperwork. I don't want to grow up. Good luck w/that. =P

[estriel]

I don't wanna grow up, either. I want to be like Peter Pan. But I haven't found the way to Neverland yet, sadly. :( I hope everything will go well and I'll be able to start discovering Moscow and have fun fun fun!

[happyonthemoon]

"being jealous of whoever might touch her"... funny, warm jealousy that makes you feel all full of sparkles or cold, sludgy jealousy that makes you feel dirty?

i need more information. how much touching has there been, approximately? ;) dish, woman!

[estriel]

The good kind. :)

Not that much, lol. Definitely not enough.

[likearaindrop]

omg lucy I'm so giggly and excited for you! like everyone else I want to hear more about this mystery woman who has lucy in a state like this!! its great to have you back, I want to know what else happened while you were gone! You sneaky thing have been having way too much fun while hiding from us lj-ers!♥

[estriel]

Kath, I really missed you, ya know! *hugs*
Not much happened, not really. I mean... I already mentioned camp and since then I've just been going from place to place, visiting relatives, meeting friends... My summer has been quite uneventful, except for a few things. :)

She's not a mystery woman, hehe. She's the same woman I've been talking about for a year and a half, more or less. I'm sure you remember her. It's just that now me and the mystery woman seem to have worked things out a little bit. :) I think she must have bewitched my mind or something, there's no other explanation. :)

[likearaindrop]

oh herrrrr ;) well I'm so glad things worked out for you guys! I had no idea you were meeting her!!

I think she must have bewitched my mind or something, there's no other explanation. :)
!! that's adorable and I'm so glad you're having fun!

[estriel]

Well, we've been planning to meet for quite a while... looing forward to it and getting excited... Actually, we ended up meeting twice (with like three days inbetween). But we've had so little time, so little. :(

! that's adorable and I'm so glad you're having fun!
I would be having fun, lots of it, if she wasn't leaving for London tomorrow and if I weren't leaving for Moscow next week. I don't know when I'll get to see her again - it won't be any time soon - and it's driving me crazy. I feel like I need to be with her, I think of her all the time and I miss her so bad. *sighs*