And together we make a holy monster

Apr 29, 2008 15:39

Subject line shamelessly stolen from the gorgeous poem rei-c posted earlier, Filthy Radiance Go and read it. I have kept it open in a browser all day so I can go back and read it again and again ( Read more... )

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sgriobadh April 29 2008, 19:16:19 UTC
Chase the rain out from your heart, dear, because I know you will survive.

spn, gen, het, slash, whatever.

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estei April 29 2008, 20:16:29 UTC
The woman wasn’t wrong, John knew that, he just wasn’t ready. He kept telling himself that, I’m just not ready. Admitting that he could ever stop hurting, ever move on, it felt too much like submission, and John had never been the kind of man who lied down before a fight.

Still. The touch of Dean’s small, soft fingers on his calloused palm gave him pause.

“Sammy’s hungry, I think,” Dean said, a new kind of serious that hadn’t lived in his eyes when Mary was with them stared up at John. John turned, looked as the wall as though he could see through it, through the timbers and plaster and look into the bassinette on the other side.

“He’s quiet,” John said. “We’ll leave him until he cries.”

I’m just not ready.

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alasse April 29 2008, 19:25:44 UTC
eee, i have this thing for dean being jealous over people hitting on sam, so 'I'm watching you two from the closet, wishing to be the friction in your jeans. Isn't it messed up, how I'm just dying to be him?' Wincest! (well, and i guess this requires an OMC, but, if we paragraph enough it can go to wincest)
great idea for entertainment!

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estei April 29 2008, 20:25:03 UTC
Jealous!Dean is my very favourite kind!!!!

Dean’s blunt fingertips dig into his thighs with a grip he wants to lay on Sam’s hip, shoulder, anywhere, wants to press bruises into yielding skin, wants to bite at Sam’s angles.

Mostly, he wants to beat the fuck out of the dude who won’t stop touching Sam. Sam’s not getting it, he never does, clueless bastard, but Dean’s been watching, watching as the guy happens to stumble and balances himself with a palm on Sam’s shoulder. Happens to speak too low to the waitress, leaning across Sam’s lap to make his order heard. Happens to bump his shoulder into Sam’s chest when he reaches for his beer.

Dean sips his beer, bitter and oily on his tongue. Sam keeps glancing back at him, mouth open and eyebrows raised, what’s up/? Normally Dean’s the social one, getting the dirt from the locals. Tonight, Dean wishes they’d stayed in where only he could see the way Sam’s t-shirt clung to the contours of his body.

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alasse April 29 2008, 20:36:52 UTC
EEEEEEE! oh, man, that was *awesome*

okay, okay...

Dean has enough when the asshole actually brushes Sam's bangs away from his face. Seriously, Sam is not a girl, and, damn it! the only person who can touch his hair is Dean. So he stands up and walks over to where his brother is leaning, shoots the guy a glare that would've made John Winchester cower, and says, "Hey, Sammy? I'm not feeling so hot, I think that chilli earlier disagreed with me. Mind if we go back to the motel?"

Sam, who at first seemed surprised and annoyed that Dean was ruining his information pumping, jumps up from his stool, immediately gives Dean the concerned puppy eyes. "Yeah, Dean, of course. I think I have some Peptobismol back in the room."

Dean can't help but glance at the poor bastard who was trying to hit on Sam, who looks dissapointed and taken aback at being so quickly dismissed. Dean can't deny it's a rush to be the focus of Sam's attention, of his universe... and it's not unfair, 'cause, fuck, Sam's been his since he was born.

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estei May 1 2008, 13:12:37 UTC
“Sam,” the guy says, reaching out to touch Sam’s elbow and it takes every ounce of self-control not to blow his story and lay the guy out on the floor. He settles for glaring menacingly, standing behind Sam’s shoulder. “Maybe I could give you my number, for later ( ... )

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mokibobolink April 29 2008, 19:31:36 UTC
Ugh, I hear ya. I'm about to go to lunch but after that I still have four more hours of work. Today is my last day till I'm off for a few weeks, which includes a trip to England to go to the Asylum convention.

So basically? I'M BORED!! And the clock is going sooooo sllllloooooowwww...

Hm. A sentence eh? Okay give me some gen please on this...

Dean woke with a start and looked around him in a moment of panic as he realized his current location was not, in fact, where he'd fallen asleep.

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estei April 30 2008, 01:58:10 UTC
“Sam,” he says, voice thick and almost indistinct to his own ears. “Sam ( ... )

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mokibobolink April 30 2008, 23:04:44 UTC
Squee! Okay so you're probably sorry you suggested this now but I can't help but to continue ( ... )

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pigeongirl99 April 29 2008, 19:32:29 UTC
With my hands upon my knees you will steal from my fleeting mind

Fleeting Mind - Ocean Colour Scene

SPN slash please, but whatever wprings to mind really.

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estei April 30 2008, 02:07:33 UTC
“Did you like looking at him?” Dean asked.

Sam rubbed his hands against his knees, eyes fixed on an indeterminate spot on the carpet.

“No,” he said.

“But you liked it when he looked at you,” Dean continued, a statement this time.

“Dean,” Sam lifted his head, shot Dean a pleading look. Dean stopped pacing and leaned forward.
“You did like it, didn’t you?” he said again.

“Yes,” Sam said, a whine creeping into his voice. Dean smirked, crowding up into Sam’s space until Sam was forced to lean back. Dean braced his hands on the mattress; Sam was almost flat on his back now.

“See, that’s all I wanted to hear,” Dean crawled up the bed, hands and knees bracketing Sam’s prone form. “I don’t mind, I like it when people look at you, too. Know why?” Dean let his mouth brush against the curve of Sam’s neck. “I know I’m the only one who gets to do this,”

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pigeongirl99 April 30 2008, 18:59:33 UTC
Wow. Loves.

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Sam squares his jaw, Dean's mouth hot and sharp and just a little bit bruising on his neck. He presses a hand so it curves around the tight jut of Dean's hip. "The only one, huh?"

Dean's teeth nip a little, and warm breath ghosts over the damp skin of Sam's throat. "You denying it?"

"Nope," Sam pauses, the thought that Dean likes it when people look at him rolling about in his head. "Just want to check..." he surges up, rolling over so Dean is pinned beneath him, half crushed under his weight. "...Check where we stand."

"Oh?" Dean smirks, shifting his hips, eyebrow raised.

"Goes both ways. I'm the only one who gets to do this too."

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felisblanco April 29 2008, 19:33:44 UTC
"Prepare yourself to live with whatever follows pain."

From One To Blame by Anna Ternheim. I've wanted to write something based on that line since forever but I doubt anything will happen. It also has the gorgeous line: "It's bittersweet to swallow kindness as a consequence of guilt." Which you're also free to play with. *g*

(I'm seeing Sam/Dean but whatever floats your boat. Or muse.)

[ETA. Edited to link to lyrics and fix mistake. Oops.]

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estei April 30 2008, 12:10:33 UTC
What a gorgeous prompt ( ... )

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felisblanco May 2 2008, 16:58:42 UTC
Sorry I'm so late with the 'Thank you!!!'s, because this deserves it times a million, it's so gorgeous, but I'd been pondering whether I should continue or not and I think sadly enough that I can't. Besides being strung for time and ideas, I just think it would break my heart getting into the mindset of the boys in this situation. God, Dean. Oh Dean. *sobs*

Really, I loved it and everything else you've written here. Thank you so so much. *hugs*

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estei May 2 2008, 17:06:41 UTC
Thank you! It's such a gorgeous prompt, I'm kind of tucking it away for further exploration later.

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