*tell me i meant nothing to you...

[espi0nage]

So after he hung up on me i sent him a text saying...

I hate you, dont make me call jess.

Jess/Jessica is his girlfriend.

He calls me back and says that i shouldnt threaten him and say that, that i shouldnt do that because i shouldnt fuck up his relationship and ours. i lost him by now. ive lost him, obviously his other relationship is more

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[shalondaxo]

Just know hard times shall pass, and i hope you feel better and this all gets cleared up for you!

[espi0nage]

thank you for being there for me. i really need someone to read my internal thoughts and coach me because my life feels like its falling apart. nothing is stable...

[shalondaxo]

your more than welcomed, Ive been there and i know it kicks your butt in trying to just move on or even just trying to do the best thing for yourself. You need to take some you time because what is done cant be changed and he has to understand that he did this no one else did. I know your going to be fine once you get past all of this, just know its okay to cry and its fine to be down and out for awhile but dont let it be to long of awhile. You'll be back on your feet in no time!!!

[espi0nage]

lol, thanks mama.

[5fthighnrising]

thats truly a sad situation. i've kind of been there in the past, part of a "love triangle." but you're right, he did this to himself. he deserves it.

[espi0nage]

hes insane, he wants me to fix the situation & make everything how it used to be. jess is not gonna believe me. not after last nights conversation. she's a girl. after all.

sad to say it

[delectabletruth]

all the more reason, to let him go - - - - - -

if he's crying over losing her...

it's really difficult to make someone do anything, i know you wish he'd choose you, but it is clear who he has chosen. where his heart is really at,rather, who it is with more. you gotta move on honey, using all that is within you, because the shit has certainly hit the fan. enough is enough. have you had enough darling?