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[espi0nage]

At times when i know ive had a long day, i approach my livejournal with such a tedious outlook. I dont want to write, i dont care to share my stories. I dont care about the useless babble. I dont care to compare lives, because it seems to not have any change. How negative. Yes, i know. Something in me just clicked off, like a lightswitch. Matter

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[shalondaxo]

I have read your last 3 entry's including this one. You have to realize who is more important you or Sherrod. I understand you love him but do you love yourself more? are you more important than what he does and all of the actions he does to make you feel the way you are feelings? One no you are not wrong for going away to school and getting a boyfriend because he couldn't do what he had to do to keep you around than why should you stay around. Like you said YOU DON'T NEED HIM! You are beautiful smart and have so much going for yourself so why should you keep wasting time stressing over him? I know its hard i know you love him and I know its deep but at some point you have to realize that YOU ARE MORE IMPORTANT THAN WHAT HE PUTS YOU THROUGH!!!! Let him realize what he LOST, no you shouldn't have to even compete with some other girl if he loves you than he LOVES YOU there are no ifs there are no buts and there sure as hell aren't no other females!! Keep yourself busy when you see him walk the other way DO what makes you happy because

[delectabletruth]

amen amen amen! you took the words right out of my mouth.

i have been there, ashli. & just like you're used to him calling and apologizing, he's used to you being there no matter what. so it's extremely idealistic to expect change (i.e. him to let the girlfriend go) when you (two) are still going about things the. same. way. both of ya'll know what it is, and still willingly play mind games. BOTH of ya'll need to really evaluate things. take time to really think about yourself, and not totally depend on each other and do things in relation to each other (i.e. going on dates with someone b/c you REALLY desire to be with someone else and want to stop thinking about them)or do things out of spite