Mothers

[esmereldapucks]

I wish I could crawl around inside my mother's head sometime. I don't understand why she does the things she does. We aren't close; I really don't know why. She says and does the most random things. I can never figure out what precipitates her actions. Sometimes I think she's just depressed because she's getting old and I'm still young. It doesn't

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[trytryagain]

That sounds so much like me (and my mom) it's scary.

[esmereldapucks]

I'm sorry for that but am strangely comforted to know it. Could we talk more when I'm not so depressed? I'm also sorry that you have to deal with this *and* being sick. I'm just *heart*sick.

[trytryagain]

I know what you mean. It's nice to be understood, but it's not something you'd wish on someone else (at least not anyone you like) Whenever you want to talk, give me a buzz. I'm not beyond letting our conversation take over my LJ for a while. It would certainly be worth my time.

But I gotta go pick up my dad (who I love completely) He's such a sweetheart.

*hands candy heart* You're hott ;) *hugs*

[esmereldapucks]

I know it's been several days since your post, but I *have* to tell you that your comments meant a lot to me. I know there are others in the world who feel the same, but so many people hide behind the illusion of an idyllic family.

I'm so envious of people who are close with their moms. Thank goodness for my dad, who is a sweetheart, as well. To be brutally honest, I sometimes wonder why he's still around! I guess it's because he's a *one horse cart* and believes in his marriage vows. He's such a perfect guy that I wish he could have married somebody perfect, as well. I guess that would mean I wouldn't be here though!

So, what's your deal (but only if you feel like talking about it)?

Happy Valentine's Day. *hands red roses* *hugs*