i wish i was closer with two of my cousins that are my age so i could get trashed with them. we dont even talk and none of us are legal so i dont really know how to initiate this.

well those 2 months were fun while they lasted.

 im setting myself up for disaster. i know this and im not doing anything about it.

matthew always tells me "be good" whenever we part ways. he didnt today, the one day i needed him to. ill just tell myself. be good.

 im so unsure about EVERYTHING in my life right now.

i get far too attached to boys who up to this point havent been worth my time. it always happens at the end of things. examples: didnt want to go to school freshman year because i wanted nothing more but to hang out with dan, sophomore year- didnt want the year to end because the same thing went for chris. now its july 30th, im moving into my ( Read more... )

 just heard this song called 'woohoo' by christina aguilera and nikki minaj. its about eating a girl out and for some reason it totally grossed me out. i guess it was just a little unexpected. heres the chorus so you can see if i was just being skeeved out because im crazy ( Read more... )

 
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i wish time would stop. i dont wanna move into my apartment, go back to school, leave attleboro, end summer. i cant afford all the stupid responsibilities that come with an apartment. buying furniture? yeah, with what money? second months rent? eff that. shoulda lived in a dorm. and now i have to worry about having a job while going to school, ( Read more... )

 im in a relationship with alcohol and its complicated. im thinking about ending it.