yesterday was the worst day ever. today however is the best of day!

more updates in hours...

i need some alchohol right now... i cant take this anymore. i need to drown myself in some substance. anything. maybe i will take some sleeping pills and drift away early.

i just cant deal right now.

i smell sooo foul... i kinda like i dont wanna wash. but i know i should.

BITCH ASS FUCKING DEATH CRAMPS.

WTF MAN!

I NEED A VICIDON.

Today is the day. drama will not happen and i will most likely die from my blood alcohol level being somewhere that doesnt even exsist.

i am hung over. beer drinking games suck my asshole and i can never play again because i am a pussy.
max is a fucker!

later taterz-

im good now. i dont want to vanish anymore... well atleast not right now.

tiffany sucks :/

list of last nights events ( Read more... )

packing... even though i dont know what to actually what to pack.

playing with toby...

waiting for someone get home.

also im talking to natalie... about some stuff. pretty good advice.

funny.

anywho tommorow is scissot sisters. im gonna dance my ass off!

ive been washing clothes all day with sarah.
we may go to ian's party tonight... i dont know yet.

it would be nice to get out and meet people and junk...
but whatever.