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明明就

Jan 18, 2013 21:14

明明就
1022w; G
suho/kris
Summary: Of all the failed relationships that Joonmyeon's been through, the one with Yifan's the only one he regrets.

( In a flash, it's like they're in their mid-twenties again, and Joonmyeon is too scared to stand up for himself and be truthful, once again, and Yifan's tired, tired of lying and being lied to. )

fandom: exo, p: kris/suho, rating: g

Comments 25

kira_min18 January 18 2013, 14:47:32 UTC

AUTHORNIM W-WHY ;;;;;;;;

DISBANDMENT. THAT WORD IS SUCH A TABOO NO PLS DON'T LET IT HAPPEN TO EXO EVAAAR

this is so beautifully written, all the angst breaking my poor heart into a thousand pieces ESPECIALLY WHEN IT COMES TO KRISHO I CAN'T D;

"And ours was the only one that I force myself to forget every single day."
UGLY SOBBING AT THIS omg ;;;A;;;;

thank you for writing! <333

EDIT:
OH AND YOU USED JAY CHOU'S SONG TITLE KSDKNKSACLAKSCNKASNCKALSNJF TODAY IS HIS BIRTHDAAAAYYY OMG I LOVE YOUUUU :333

specialises January 20 2013, 07:42:21 UTC

ah no, it wasn't targeted specifically at exo. some incidents just struck me and made me wonder how groups are like after disbandment and such. and yepp, i rly liked his newest album and i thought the lyrics for this song fits the fic, so i just ripped off the title ;w; thanks for reading!

teen_s1004 August 11 2014, 22:35:24 UTC

omg! and 2014 kris really left T.T

torakiss January 18 2013, 15:23:49 UTC

yifan's last line, "And ours was the only one that I force myself to forget every single day." is like the slap to joonmyun's face (and to my eyes as well!)

i like how the angst built up yet still somehow managed to surprise me in a good way ;u; ♥

specialises January 20 2013, 07:43:06 UTC

ah yeah, i rewrote that many times tbh cause i couldn't think of anything strong enough to describe how yifan could have felt over all this? thank you, glad you enjoyed!

hipployta January 18 2013, 18:16:39 UTC

Yifan is not here for your shit Joonmyeon. Your guilt and words are 5 years too late.

Disbandment though...*sad face*

specialises January 20 2013, 07:43:41 UTC

thank you for reading!

nadinadara January 18 2013, 21:06:56 UTC

OUCH.

MY HEART CAN'T TAKE THIS.

/dies because of all the angst ; ~ ;

this is beautifully written.and so heartbreaking really /sobs ♡

ughhhh you really are sadistic.it hurts so much when yifan talked about trying to forget about their r/s and left-JUST LIKE THAT.I mean.NO.what.I was like noooo yifan why don't you guys try again? :'( but I guess that it's just not meant to be then... :'(

specialises January 20 2013, 07:45:54 UTC

ah, i'm sorry!! i just had a lot of things bothering me lately and i wrote this while harbouring all those emotions, so /: thanks for reading!

chiharu January 18 2013, 22:33:19 UTC

TT.TT

This is not the ending I wanted :(!!

My allergy to sad endings aside, this was really nicely written! I feel like your writing has improved a lot recently. Keep up the good work and one day I'll be the one <3______<3ing at you to write me something.

specialises January 20 2013, 07:46:44 UTC

lol i shld've warned you on twitter ;; and uwaaaaah, i don't deserve, omg???? but since we're on this topic, write me smth!!! it was my birthday yesterday :ccc