A moment of negative self-reflection

[epogurl]

I hate how I let people get to me. Why do I care what others think about me? Especailly if they are people who I don't really like myself. I hate how these people hold this power over me to make me feel bad about myself. I hate myself for giving them this power. I don't even know that I'm doing this until I realize it later

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[gauk]

I know the feeling. Often when someone does something to upset me it seems like a perfectly reasonable reaction at the time but later I wonder why I couldn't've handled the situation better. I chalk it up to the human condition and try again next time.