this was said to me 5 years ago...

[ephekt]

http://ephekt.livejournal.com/185844.html

And I've always carried it like a safebox close to my heart.

And now I need to add "self-worth" and "self-respect" to it.

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hmmmmm

[anonymous]

This isn't like you...

Where is the rest of the post? I know you. You must have it set to private because you aren't done or worse.....you haven't finished sorting out your emotions.

I love you my Christopher, we'll be seeing you soon.

-mel 8)

Re: hmmmmm

[ephekt]

Ahh I figured you were checking on me. You logged onto my AIM and everything earlier didn't you?

Yes, you're right as usual :) There is more behind the cut but I really don't feel like publishing it. Call me later and we'll discuss, I need someone to talk to while I work these nights.

Which time zone are you in now? PST? MST? GMT?

Re: hmmmmm

[anonymous]

We're in Chicago at the moment. About to go out for the evening. I'm hoping I can fly down to see you before heading home but I have no idea just yet.

You should publish it. I love your writings and you seem to be your most creative when your heart is full of emotion whether negative or positive. I miss that part about you terribly and you should focus on that. You're an amazing writer and you always feel better about getting things in the open and sharing no matter how you say you don't.

We'll call you before we retire for the night <8)