Err I must stop fucking eating like I am.. i'm going to be 5 million pounds before to long here... its just so hard when thats all there is to do.. its like I dirty the dishes just so I have have dishes to clean or something.. I don't know but this has got to stop soon!! well yeah i'm starting to enjoy pooring my heart out in LJ again.. I guess its ( Read more... )

err.. I've been a little down.. idk I just miss people and truly I don't do anything with my day.. I have just been sitting here getting fat watching the three channles we get with our rabbit ears. I'm Happy to be with scott and all but hes gone alot and I just sit here doing nothing... I do know a few people down at the bar not to far from our ( Read more... )

Colorado is good!! I miss a whole lot of people though.. so I hear people wanna try and get me back to MI for DEMF.. I wish it would happen but i'm not getting my hopes up. not to mention scott will be in Cali at that point of time ... and someone should be around here. well like I said I miss you fuckers!!! hope all is going well ( Read more... )

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wow... thats all... wow

But whatever you do don't say it!!

as of yesterday I am a married woman... and  I couldn't be any happier. He treats me in a way that I never been treated. I used to think that all guys were dicks but Scott proved me wrong and I'm so glad he did. I'm excited about spending the rest of my life with him ( Read more... )

I havn't slept a wink all night.. i'm just having one of those nights.. my mind wont shut up and let me rest... Its insane when  i think about how this time next week I should be married if everything goes how we planed. I feel like my life has changed soo much in a year and a half.. half you people reading this probaly hardly even know who I am ( Read more... )

my heart is breaking more with every day... I thought that this was going to get easyer but I clearly was wrong. I'm afriad I might even be buging him with how much I try to contact him in a day... but whatever I just can't get him off my mind. I'm sure that everyone about now is sick of hearing (or reading) about me complaining about him being ( Read more... )

I have been at my sisters house babysitting all day long... well I didn't have to be here until 1:30 but my dumb ass didn't know this and I arived at my sisters house at 10:30... so I have just been playing on my computer, I actualy changed up my livejournal layout for the first time in forever. Fucking A my little dude is sick wich is making ( Read more... )