Can't we stop time?

[ennelya]

There's been a tiny little - but sometimes very loud - voice in my head, that says Help me, I don't want to grow up!. I listen to it, I feel it and there's nothing I can do about it. It scares me, some days more often than others, and lately it has been stronger, sending havoc through my dreams and planting a feeling of insecurity that last

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[fantasmadaopera]

Pretty much yeah. And the older I get the more depressed I feel...=P

[ennelya]

*hugs*
It's like there's such a commitment now that it's too late to take the chance and run away to join the circus. Or a metaphor like that... ;)

[kellysparrow]

Lolz, not only a voice in my head but my voice is saying aloud that I don't want to grow up xD Yet, in any case.

[ennelya]

I'm afraid if I said it out loud I'll scare the shit out of my friends and people who know me. The same ones who say I was born a middle-aged mature person. I may not show my inner child but she's there, and so alive!

[inabsentialuci]

Constantly. The real world sucks. Growing up sucks. Everything is more fun when you're not a grown-up.

BUT... there are a lot of cool things, too. I can't think of any right now, but you've gotta think positive, right? :)

[ennelya]

Well, now that you mention it, I can't think of any right now as well. Go positive!

You can legally drink, but... that leads to even more depressing things (so depressing, I've stopped drinking so I won't make a spectacle of myself. Better safe and sober than drunk, happy and sorry afterwords).