out n aboot

[enluya]

昨天考完大学的最后一门期末, 回到家后居然开始呼吸困难. 做了很多深呼吸后也没有彻底平静下来, 怪的很. 新加坡人文学家说我经历的恐怕是anomie. 查了字典, 这词解释是"a state or condition of individuals or society characterized by a breakdown or absence of social norms and values." 呵呵, 也许吧, 在大脑主意识还没反应过来大学毕业意味着什么之前, 身体在潜意识的影响下就先暴动了

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[wuyuansheng]

An experience that I am not likely to go through.

Graduation means job seeking and staying put on the tiny little island of Singapore for the coming years. (Bonded to scholarship deeds)

Last exam, graduation ceremony... all passed withouth much funfair or disturbed feelings.

So you are going back to China?

[enluya]

hehe, yeah, ppl who are going to work or grad school seem to have less of the anxiety. 不断有新的目标吧...我则是要在家闲两个月, 然后回国当志愿者去, 呵呵.

[wuyuansheng]

Ah, You have mentioned it before.
Great idea. :)