Today's Date in the Shire: 16 Foreyule, T.A. 3018: The Company of the Ring stays in Rivendell preparing for the journey ahead. Wearing: MHC hoodie, MHC sweats Mood: wistful
Well, I've been making time I didn't have all semester. All semester I've been making concessions. I've even tried to point out my own faults and say why I suck and blah blah in an attempt to make things better, which is self-destructive and not what I should be doing, and something I am not willing to do anymore. And . . . yeah. And I don't know what we're going to talk about. I'd love it if we could stay friends, obviously, but every time we talk we just go in circles and end up saying the same horrible things. I don't see a way to win, at least not through an AIM conversation. What am I supposed to do, say "Yes, I am a bitch, I am a horrible person," and then go dump Terry or something? Is that what would make it better? Because, you know, just let me point out that none of this shit started until I started going out with him. And you know, I shouldn't have to be ashamed or who I am or of anything I've done just because of the way you feel about it. If our friendship is really so superficial that you can't like me unless I'm
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