OMG... SHE'S ALIVE!

[energy_purple]

I've realised that it has legitimately been forever since I last posted or even appeared here, seeing as I decided to literally disappear off the face of the earth. My bad. Sorry about that.

Life has been utterly INSANE over the past few weeks. I've spent nearly 3 weeks in a psychiatric unit, and after all these tests and assessments and random

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[sarisynn]

Holy moly, chickita. *huggles*

Glad you're back! I can't wait to see these Guns fic. Not gonna lie, I think I'm most excited about the rape fantasy one *shifty eyes*

[em25]

I think I'm most excited about the rape fantasy one

I'm surrounded by perverts. You're all sick, I don't see why you can't all follow my moral example. I would never be aroused by rapey Guns, ever.

[energy_purple]

^I'm sorry, but I think I legit ended up snorting coffee up my nose laughing so hard at this.

Well, I am totally respectful of your moral example, but I'd rather be a sick, dirty perv any day of the week. I mean, when all you've got in your head is this rolling film of Chris pinned hard gainst the wall whilst Alex fucks his brains, it's hard not to be constantly in a state of flaily handflapping.

[em25]

Goddammit, nobody ever takes my innocence seriously. And I had an icon and everything.

Rape is absolutely my number one kink, but I find it really hard to melt the Chris and Alex in my head into that particular mould. So I'm extra glad that somebody else is planning to write it! Hottest guys + hottest kink = RSI.

[em25]

*hugs* That all sounds quite horrible. I hope the anti-psychotics work out for you, and I'm very glad to have you back around.

Ugh, don't even talk to me about fic backlogs, mine goes back before Christmas and it's so overwhelming I'm almost afraid to try to tackle it! It sucks, because there are fics in there I really want to read (including at least two of yours, I think), but it's rare that I can concentrate well enough to read and actually get anything out of it, and even when I can concentrate, I daren't poke at the pile of fic in case it all falls on my head. That said, I hope you get on with writing so that the pile of fic threatening to suffocate me when I finally dig into it includes more of yours!

[energy_purple]

*hugs* Well, what I remember seriously sucked, but other than that, I'm starting to feel a little more mellow, so I'm guessing the tablets are starting to kick in a bit. Aw, thanks, I've seriously missed all you pervy lot too :)

Man, at the moment I think I'm looking at a minimum of about 8 or 9 fics, but I'll probably find more that need going over whilst I'm at it. God, I can't concentrate ever, I end up having to read a fic at least 3 times because I usually turn off half way through and miss shit. Yeah, I think there's only a couple of mine in all that time (pretty sure they're, "Tis the Season" and "Pulse", if memory serves), but hopefully if I can kick my brain into gear and start getting this fics out, maybe I'll end up adding to your pile of reads. Or maybe the apocalypse will come first. Who actually knows at the speed I'm moving at ;)

[energy_purple]

*Mega HUGS

[energy_purple]

Aw, poor Shauny :( *big hugs

[falconwhitaker]

I'm glad you're back, and I hope you start feeling on a more even keel soon. And that your leg is 100% again soon, if it isn't already, because ouch D:

[energy_purple]

Aw, thanks hun! I'm hoping my leg decides to sort itself out soon, because I've already spent nearly 4 weeks in cast, and it's driving me absolutely insane! Oh well, only another 6 to go (I hope!):/

[retroginger]

Thanks so much for adding me back. I hope things start going better for you now. I do love reading your fics! I can't wait.

[energy_purple]

You're welcome hun, been meaning to add you back for a little while now! Haha, thanks! :)