I'm trying. You gotta understand it's hard to let something go. The tears dont always wash away the hurt. I just wish you would have told me. If i pushed far enough would you have eventually? Think about it get back to me....when you have time.
I've only been gone a day.... i miss home. Don't get me wrong I love it here. But i'm not with all of you guys. I guess it's just the normal stuff going on. Me and Kevin are official now. This makes me very excited. he makes me so happy. so be happy for me. bitches. ;) . . . . i'm not coming back until the 30th. EVERYONE NEEDS TO COME VISIT ME!!!!
I can't help but like him. And i don't want to help it. I feel so special when I'm around him. He makes me feel beautiful. He puts the stars back in the sky, where before there was just haze. Maybe it's just the little girl feeling, maybe it's not real. But maybe, just maybe he feels the same. . . . . and it will last.
So I could have possibly lost one of my best friends today. I have to get the facts, from you, but if you lied to me before how do i know you won't lie now? Talk State your case. Beg for forgivness.