What really matters?
As of late, and due to recent events in my life, I have wondered what is it that really matters to me? What is keeping me going? Ever since I've been out of school, I've floated around on a breeze, not really thinking about the path ahead of me. After all, staying on the spiritual fucking path is hard, and being the person I know I'm meant to be is
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Ha, this is exactly the opposite of where I've been. I'd love to drift for a while. Unfortunately this is impossible right now. :/
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You always say that. :-p Are our lives REALLY that different? Or is it just our outlooks on things?
Drifting has been nice for awhile, although it's been excruciating to someone like me who has had a plan all of her life. Well, at first it was excruciating... Then it was kind of nice... But then I fell into a state of complacency and I've realized that recently. I'm ready to get back out and do something. What that something is, I'm not exactly sure...
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You're probably right, now that I think about it. When you get right down to it, we have been going through at least some of the same things, at least within the past year or so. It's the outer surfaces of those things that have been different. A lot of the basic lessons have been the same. I think.
Outlook-wise, I think we *ARE* very different. I tend to feel trapped and hopeless a lot more often. But from my wonderful new vantage point as of very recently (sarcasm), I think this is because I tend to cling to things that are really wrong for me. It's kind of hard to leave the electrified cage if you won't let go of it, I guess.
But anyway, I'll finish up my email to you when I get home from work today. You're in for some entertainment, that much I can promise you. :D
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